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10.

15.3.2019

I'm the happiest person in the fucking world right now.

We got together.

We are dating now!

Oh my god...

I can't believe this. 

Is this even real?!

I know i told myself to stop meeting with you but I can't help myself.

I know you had sex with someone... I know.

But I don't like her. She is just girl you slept with.

I'm your girlfriend now!

Or I think I'm your girlfriend.

I just hope you won't sleep with her ever again.

You rejected it.

So it is okey.

I'm just so happy for us. I hope it's gonna be long relationship.

And you take it seriously with me.

Because I take it as serious as I can take it.

I'm so excited for the future together.

We're going to the summer lodge with your friends.

I'm so excited.

If we go there, it will be so fun and everything.

I'm happy for now.

I hope it stays like this.

Because I really like you.

For real.

But do you really love me or is it just because you don't want to see me sad?....