My amnesia

The breakup

I was in such a state. Thousands of tears flooded down my cheeks staining my skin. A knot formed in the pit of my stomach making me feel nauseous. I furiously wiped a tear from my eye and carried on driving down the narrow, icy road. My heart was pounding in my chest. Why would he do this to me? I thought that he might be the one to save me. Obviously not. He put me into an even darker, depressing situation. I hated him. Luke fricking Hemmings.

My life had been bad before he jumped in. I was a confused teenager with a drunk dad and a mother who ran away to 10 different men a week. I had one friend Lily, but she moved to England and I've been in a couple of relationships that have just ended up with him cheating or using me. So my life was pretty shit. I used to self harm- a lot. But then Luke came along he helped me and cared for me and I thought he was the one until, I caught him cheating on my in out own house. I also had a brother called Niall- but then again I never saw him because he was on tour in the biggest boyband on the planet. We where really close until he went on the x-factor. I have met the boys in the band and Lukes band before and they're the closet I have to friends. I am happy for Niall but all I get was one Skype call a month from him and the band. To add on to this long list, I got hate from the fans.

It was 11:14 and I had been driving for around 30 minutes- to nowhere in-particular. As soon as I saw Luke with his hands all over that blond bimbo I snapped.

"Don't touch me luke!" I screamed at him shoving his hands off my wrist.

"Ave, I can explain," he said with worry in his eyes. "It's not what it l-"

"DONT START LUKE IM NOT FRICKING STUPID I HAVE SEEN IT ALL BEFORE! IM THROUGH WITH YOU!" I yelled, cutting him off. Tears where pouring out of my eyes. I thought Luke was special, different. Why, why did he do this? He knows what I've been through. All the pain and struggle I suffered.

"Please," he whispered as a single tear left his stunning blue eyes.

I was stood next to the door with my shaky hand placed over the handle.

"Bye luke," I said between unsteady breaths. I quickly darted out of the door and running to the car park. I heard him shout my name a couple of times but I ignored it. I hopped into the car and drove off as quickly as I could. I can't bare to see him. So I did what I do to fix all my problems- runaway from them.

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Hey first chapter.

To make it clear Averys (ave...main girl) and Nialls parents are not Maura and Bobby. And she lives in Australia. Okay?

Some get me a taco please?☺️

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