I'm in love with a Killer

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 A/N: Sorry this has taken so long everyone. Updates are going to be slow and long now if they aren't short like this one. I feel horrid about making you guys wait so long for this piece of shit. Turns out what I had saved was deleted and I had to start over. Yipee -_-

“I love you too, Louis. I’ll wait for you.”

I watched as things moved in slow motion. Perrie’s face turning bright red with anger. One of the police officers slowly approaching Zayn. Patting Zayn down and pulling the gun out of the back of his pants and two long knives from his boots. My band members looked on confused as I started to cry as they latched the handcuffs to Zayn’s wrists. No, this couldn’t be happening.

And then I broke out of my trance.

“No! You can’t do this! You can’t take him away!” I screamed, attacking the officer closest to me who was trying to see if I was okay. I screamed again as the officer pushed me off of him, shouting at me, “This man is a serial killer! He has killed eleven people in the past year. Sir, please stop. We think you were his next victim. Please calm down.” He pushed me gently onto the ground where I let the tears fall freely.

“I know,” I choked, “he was supposed to kill me. I want him to kill me. He needs to kill me. Please, I love him.” There was a collection of gasps and sharp breaths that were exhaled at my confession.

Perrie stormed over to me, her heels clacking noisily. Before I could register what was happening, her arm had reached out and retracted in a matter of seconds, leaving my cheek stinging. She turned and left, Harry following after her. I’m not oblivious; I know they’re sleeping together. He used to be my best friend; I can read into his lies easily. When Perrie and I first got married, when she still loved me, we used to have sex all the time. We slowly fell out of that the same time Harry started to act strange near me. He couldn’t look me in the eyes for weeks on end. When he finally did, everything fell into place and I realized that he was sleeping with Perrie. I thought it would hurt, heartbreak and all, but it didn’t. I realized I never truly loved the lying, evil, conceited, gold digger that I now call my wife.

I watched as the police escorted Louis from the room, him throwing a look over his shoulder at me, mouthing “I love you”. It was meant for me, no one else. I mouthed it back in time for him to see. The other police officer stepped in front of me as Louis was led out of my dressing room. He reached a hand down and helped me stand up. I brushed off the back of my legs, looking at the officer still standing in front of me.

“We are going to have to ask you to come down to the station and answer a few questions for us.” I nodded, speechless. The officer turned and left my dressing room as I turned to change quickly, completely ignoring Niall and Liam still standing on the other side of the room. I turned back around to join the officer, pulling a hoodie over my head. I brushed past my two gaping band mates, breaking them out of their trances. I heard the slapping of their shoes on the linoleum chasing after me. I stopped and turned to face them, raising an eyebrow at them.

“What just happened back there!?” Liam panted when the two finally caught up to me. I shrugged and rolled my eyes. “Don’t roll your eyes! He is a murderer and you love him! You said you wanted him to kill you!” Liam’s face started to grow red.

“Don’t worry about it. It’s not like you actually care, anyways.” I scoffed, turning around and leaving them behind. I heard them whisper about me and then a call from Niall for me to ‘wait up’. I kept walking, leaving the venue to greet the officers standing outside the door with the cop car. I tried not to look in the back window at Louis, but I did. His head was hung low, like he was staring at his lap. I tore my gaze away from him and focused on the officers. “Should I just meet you there?” I questioned, shuffling my feet and sticking my hands in my hoodie pockets.

“Yes, just follow us.” I nodded but realized Louis drove me here, I didn’t have a car. I signaled for the officers to wait while I ran back into the venue, hoping Niall or Liam were still there. I found the two of them talking about me where I left them. Liam turned to face me, smirking, “Come to apologize to us?”

“No. I came to ask for a ride down to the police station. Louis drove me here.” I gave them an un-necessary explanation as to how I got here. Niall and Liam looked at each other, as if trying to decide which of them would do it.

“I will,” Niall told me, “just let me grab my jumper and we can go.” I nod as a thanks, watching as he left me with Liam. An awkward silence settled over us and I could feel his stare on me.

"What the hell Zayn? Do you care to explain just a little bit of this? You're in love with a fucking murderer!?" Liam burst after a few moments, his face red and contorted with confusion. He just needs to know everything, doesn't he? Fucking control freak.

"It's none of your god damn business, Liam." I spat out his name. I was seething. My insides felt like they were on fire but I also felt empty knowing Louis has just been ripped away from me. I didn't realize that I was crying hot tears until I reached up and subconsciously wiped them off. I dropped my glare from Liam, wiping more tears away.

"Alright, lets go." Niall came running back to us, his eyes flickering between Liam and I. Niall wrapped an arm over my shuddering shoulders, leading me out of the venue and towards his car.

It was silent for a while, nothing heard but my crying, until Niall spoke up. "My cousin," He started off slowly, "she is a lawyer. She can help you guys. Louis can always plead insanity and you can say he brain washed you. If it works, he will be put in a mental health ward and you get away fine. After he is cleared as mentally stable, you guys should be able to live out your normal lives."

I looked at Niall and sniffed, wiping at the snot that was slowly dripping from my nose. "You really wanna help?" I asked brokenly, making me cringe internally at the sound of me so weak.

"Yeah, she is a great lawyer too. Only lost a case once." Niall glanced over at me and grinned sympathetically.

"Thank you so much. I owe you, Ni." I looked out of the window at the passing scenery, a small smile gracing my face. 

Hopefully, Louis and I will be okay.