Now we stand alone

Confusion

This chapter might be a little shorther and a little shit but I hope that's okay:/💕 and Ehm please don't kill me after this🙃

Y/n's POV:
They were back at the Nathan James.
When the arrived back at the ship everyone had swarmed around y/n trying to figure out if she was still all in one piece but she pushed them all away,simply refused. With all the energy she had left she walked towards her own sleeping quarters, her steps were heavy and slow as she made her way past the other crew on the ship.
Finally she stood in front of the door
'Lt.l/n & Lt. Foster' it said in a small frame. Y/n and Kara had shared quarters from day one and that's probably why they were so close. She reached for the door handle and even that small movement was exhausting in her current state. Y/n barely had time to close the door before she dropped all her heavy gear to the floor and she almost went with it. Every inch of her body was sore and aching as she slid down to sit on one of the soft beds.
Pain
Was all she could feel. Physically and mentally, it didn't take long for the tears to build up. She was crying, at first it was just silent tears, it wasn't too bad but it escalated quickly. She felt like her whole body was being crumbled to pieces, she felt so small and she felt like she couldn't breathe.
"Y/n/n can I come in? Are you decent?"
She put her hand over her mouth to cancel out the cries when she heard Danny's voice.
If he thinks I'm not here he'll leave.
She waited for him to leave but he didn't, he was quiet but she knew he didn't leave
"Answer right now or I'll have to come in y/n/n"
that was the moment where she panicked, she didn't panicking over the fact that she wasn't fully decent because he had seen that before I mean they're best friends but he really didn't need to deal with her problems right now. "N-no don't, please..." she sobbed out as she leaned back against the wall pulling her knees up to her chin. This felt worse than actually dying and that didn't make sense to her so she broke down, she let go and the moment she did Danny wasn't just going to stand outside that door anymore.

Danny's POV:
His heart was breaking hearing y/n like this, he hated it and he would take all the pain for her if he could although it wasn't really clear exactly what was hurting her.
"N-no don't, please..." he heard her shaky broken voice and then the sobbing, he heard her move around and then suddenly she broke. He was not going to stand outside that room doing nothing.
"I'm coming in." He said before he opened the door. There she was on the bed, she was a mess and it broke Danny more for every second that passed. He hurriedly shut the door behind him and went to embrace y/n's fragile body.
"Danny l-leave" she sobbed into the crook of his neck "never." Was all he replied as he kissed the top of her head.

Y/n's POV:
She told him to leave many times but he didn't, he absolutely wouldn't budge. She was pushed up against his warm chest as he just held her, y/n was so lucky to have a friend like this
Friend
The word echoed in her head and for some reason it hurt
Why does it hurt?...
She slowly pulled away from him and his calming scent "I'm sorry Danny" she looked into his green eyes "please y/n don't ever apologize for something that isn't your fault..." he said as he put his hand on her bare thigh. It was just a friendly gesture but this time it felt like more and it shouldn't be. It couldn't be.

"Danny you should go..." she said still looking into his eyes "ya I probably should..." he said while keeping eye contact. The tension was just getting more and more intense, it got to the point where you could've cut it with a knife.
"Y/n/n..." "Danny..."
Wait are we leaning in?!
They were indeed leaning in and neither of them were stopping it.
His hand was still on her thigh and then their lips met and there sure was a spark.
She didn't even know what was going through her head at this point or maybe she just wasn't thinking, okay she obviously wasn't thinking.
Every thing happened so quickly and the next second she was in his lap straddling him and his shirt was gone. The kiss had started out so innocently and now it's turned into something not so innocent.

His heat radiated from his bare chest through her t-shirt and it warmed her up inside. Slowly he moved to lay her down and now he was on top of her. She felt his firm hand all over her body and she kissed him deeper to prevent a soft moan from escaping. They were all tangled up in each other and if it wasn't for what happened next it might have escalated beyond control but there it was, a loud knock on the door and the speakers going off "all hands, man your battle stations"
Y/n and Danny stopped dead in their tracks and looked at each other "shit" they both said at the same time as they started to put on their full gear in a hurry.

She knew that they had to hurry but she had to ask him "Danny...did you do that because you wanted to make me feel better?" Quickly he turned towards her and put his hand on her cheek caressing it
"No y/n/n. There's obviously something here...but now is not the time to find out" he replied with a chuckle pointing to the alarm going off.

Y/n looked at the alarm and laughed slightly as she picked up the last gear laying on the floor. "You go first" she told him while she put on her bulletproof vest. "Alright...please be careful." Danny said while he exited leaving y/n alone with her thoughts. A few seconds later she was out the door as well, she was heading for the bridge where she would hopefully find Tom. She needed to know what was going on.

(Small time skip)

When she entered everyone was on high alert trying to confirm what or who was the threat "sir what's the situation?" Y/n asked hurriedly.
This is bad, isn't it?
She thought to herself as she waited for an answer from literally anyone in the room at this point. "Man your battle station Lieutenant." Tom answered cooly
"Danny has got it covered." Y/n countered. "Oh thank god!" Kara....
That was definitely her voice.
Fuck.fuck.fuck.kara is in love with him...she's in love with Danny.
Y/n swallow and turns around to look at her best friend and a wave of guilt washed over her, y/n knew she wouldn't be able to hide this for long but it wasn't the right time. Right now she needed to focus and find out what the hell is happening.
"It's the Russians." Someone in the room announced and y/n's blood ran cold.

It can't be...
Right?