"I don't love you anymore" I never knew a sentence could break my heart into pieces. I never knew a sentence could change my whole life.
I had everything. Everything I dreamt off when I was little. I was living in the prettiest apartment and I was working as a vet. Now I'm living in a small apartment. There's only one room and a bathroom. I hate it so so much. I got too depressed to keep the job. Now I don't even a reason to go out the door.
"It will get worse before it gets better" that's what my mom always told me when I got a bruise. I grow up with my mom, dad and my brother Simon. He was 2 years older than me and we were best friends. We were quit a normal family, we didn't have much, but at least we had each other. When I was 13 my parents got a divorce, it came totally out of the blue. I had no idea they were arguing or anything. I made the decision to live with mom, and Simon did too. At 16 years of age I meet the one who was going to change my whole life. His name was Peter and we were in the same art class. Peter was different than every other guy. He was classy, nice and he knew how to take care of others. I was never any popular at school, but when I was with him people treated me like I was one of the "cool kids". My mom hated him, she didn't even give him a chance. I ran away and moved in with Peter, I haven't talked to anyone in my family since that. I think about them a lot, especially Simon.
The sun is up outside, but in my head it keeps on raining. I haven't been social for months, I haven't been outside for weeks, I haven't showered for days. I'm a total mess. I'm pretty sure that if I died no one would notice. I just can't believe I dedicated my life for someone who'd replace me with a blonde girl. What a idiot. It's been 3 months, and I still remember everything. He never said directly "I'm breaking up with you" but I know that's what he meant. I didn't cry, I just felt empty. It was like I could feel my heart break.
My mom and dad got married when they were 22 and got Simon when they were 24. I'm 24 and all I can think about is the day I'm going to die.
I know I have to let go. I wish I could.
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