We carry these things no one can see

The night in sheffield

Oliver was in the bath with josh.

"It shouldn't be as awkward I mean it's almost like a small swimming pool....plus we've known each other awhile Oliver"

Josh sat in the bubbly bath waiting patiently for oli to join him.

"Fine I guess it's not that bad"

Oliver began stripping from head to toe and hopped in the bath.

"See...." josh smirked.

Oliver began to blush a bit.

"Joshua you fuckin weirdo..." he laughed.

Josh began to shampoo oli's hair without him knowing.

"What are you doing?!" oli shifted back scared.

Joshua laughed "you silly little thing it's only shampoo".

Josh remembered when he used to do this with his girlfriend ,but now it felt so different.

After the Bath, Oliver and josh discovered the prettiest places in Sheffield.

"Wow look at that I mean that's one hell of a moon tonight eh joshy?"

"Yeah sure is...."

Joshua held oli's hand tightly.

"Josh?"

Josh couldn't hear oli over how content he was.

He felt amazing as he held oli's hand.

It reminded him of the past

He loved the past

And the present

It's almost like he's a sucker for nostalgia.

"Oliver....I don't want to bring this up so suddenly , but.....I really love you....like more than anything...i carried this feeling for you inside for too long....damn oliver I really love you"

Joshua touched Oliver's cheek and began to kiss him it felt like forever to josh, just until the sun comes up.

Oliver kissed back wanting to let josh inside of him as they held onto each other the whole night.

They walked back to josh's house holding hands tightly cuddling and watching scary movies.

"Oliver your so adorable"

Josh kissed oli on his forehead between his curtain.