Amnesia

Chapter 4

*Flashback*

He didn't look like himself. His eyes held pain and confusion. They were red and puffy and had tears slipping out of them. His lip was trembling and was constantly bitting them, trying to keep from sobbing

I wore a similar face except my eyes were filled with regret and guilt.

"It was a mistake" I gasped.

*Flashback over*

It's been three days since I last found out about Luke's accident. Ever since then i've been visiting nonstop. And all those times that I've visited, he's been asleep. He hasn't woken up yet. And I'm scared that he never will. I've talked to the doctor, And she says you never know when someone's going to wake up. With the situation he's in, the doctors aren't sure. I just hope it's soon. I miss him. The past days, I've been waking up thinking that he's just gonna appear next to me. But then I looked to the side and see Nothing. Just an empty space. I'm so lonely without him.

Today I'm going in to go see him again. It's morning so before I go, I stop at Starbucks and get a coffee. I need something to wake me up. I haven't been getting much sleep.

When I walk into Starbucks, I instantly recognize someone. Someone that I'm not in the mood to see. Ashton Irwin.

He sitting with a bunch of Luke's friends. I haven't told them anything. And I really don't want to. Ashton was a really close friend of Luke's. Telling them about it is right but my emotional state right now is not good.

I sneak by their table, trying not to get caught. I quickly order my drink and wait for it to be ready. I stand by the place where you're supposed to wait for your drink and face the other way, so Ashton and the rest of them don't notice me. But it all failed once the guy with my drink read my name on the cup. My eyes went wide and I quickly grabbed the cup. Hoping that Ashton didn't hear. But I was wrong, right when I turned around, he was looking at me. The rest the group didn't notice. They were still talking Amongst each other. I try to make it towards the exit. But he quickly gets up and blocks the exit.

"Jordan, wait" he tries to stop me.

We didn't really leave off on good terms the last time I saw him. You see, Ashton was a good friend of Luke's. Also mine. We were all friends and it was great. But it started to crumble once Ashton started to develop feelings for me. Luke was clueless in the beginning. And never really noticed the hints that were dropped by Ashton. I knew from the start. I tried believe that his feelings for me would go away, and we go back to just being friends. But it never happened. I loved Ashton, but not the way I loved luke. At least I tried to believe that.

One day me and Luke got in this huge fight. It was over something insanely stupid, but things were said that weren't supposed to. I got really upset and started drinking. I was pist drunk and lonely. I needed some comfort and I went to the only person who would give it to me. Ashton. I made the wrong move, because I was totally out of it and was extremely vulnerable. One thing lead to another and we ended up hooking up. I wasn't thinking. I should have known he wouldn't be able to control his feelings for me. Going over there with the news that me and Luke broke up would definitely give ashton the idea that I would want to be with him. Especially since we hooked up. It was a mistake. A big one. And I realized that when I woke up with a naked sleeping ash next to me.

I left before he could wake up and went straight to me and Luke's apartment. I quickly apologized for everything but left out what happened between me and Ash. We got back together after that. I let Ash know that what happened between us was a mistake and I made him promise not to speak a word of what happened between us to anyone. Especially Luke.

He kept his promise, but never liked it. He was heartbroken and I felt guilty, but I loved Luke. The more ashton saw me and Luke together, the more he got sad and angry. I guess he couldn't take it anymore, because he ended up telling Luke what happened. He told Luke 3 days ago...

"What Ashton?" I give up on trying to leave. There's no point.

"Just hear me out okay?" He asks me. I say fine and he leads me outside. I stand with my arms crossed. Not really liking the decision I made to listen to him.

"Why haven't you been answering my calls? I've been worried about you?" He starts. He looks down at his shoes.

"Why do you think I'm not answering your calls, or text?" I ask him. I really have no time for this. He doesn't answer me. He doesn't even make contact with me.

"Look I have no time for this. I have to be somewhere" I mumble. I step of the curb and start walking away. How could he not know why I was ignoring him. He should know I'm angry at him. That he told Luke.

I look back while walking and see him watching me. When we make eye contact he quickly looks away and walks back inside the coffee shop.

When I get to the hospital, I immediately head towards Luke's room. I walk in and nearly faint at the sight in front of me. There sitting upright on the bed is Luke.

I can't help the gasp that escapes my mouth. This is unbelievable.

"Luke" I whimper. I slowly walk towards him. Ignoring the fact that Dr Logan is in the room too. He looks up at me with a face I can't really read. A confused face. I reach out for his hand, but he quickly avoids contact. My heart breaks. What the hell? He looks up at Dr. Logan with a questionable face. Almost as if he's asking what's going on. What is going on?

"Luke" I try and get his attention again. He looks at me. But holds no emotion. Something isn't right...

"Jordan, I don't know how to say this.." Dr Logan starts. Her voice is small. She's holds sympathy in her voice.

"What's going on?" I ask. Tears threatening to spill out any second. Why isn't he talking to me?

"Luke is...suffering...from retrograde amnesia..."

A/N:

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