Jasmine I was chilling as usual in my room that I would say was pretty average. But cozy and I could also say it was my safe space. I heard a a loud voice from the outside of my room door. It was pretty loud since I heard it over Bryson Trillers-Don't echoing off the 4 walls of my room.
I peeked outside my door just to see and man that looked older than my mama for sure. 47-48 if I had to guess, white shirts, black pants, tan timberlands, he only had hair on the back of his head. He had his hand on the lower part of my mama's back as she led him to her room that her and my daddy once share.
I closed my door not wanting to see what was going to go down. I sat on the edge of my bed tuning out the loud moans and headboard banging against the wall. I won't say that I'm not used to this but I am. She always did this when she need a fix. Yes, she is a addict. It happened after my daddy left her. He left her when she told him she was pregnant with baby brother East.
That broke her heart. So we never talked about it. My brother is 7 months now. And he's the most chill baby on this planet. He don't smile with anyone else but me. But we don't fuck with a lot of people. So it just me and him a lot of the time.
Anyways, my mama been bringing men in and out this place for 7 months now and it never fails. But I know my brother would be waking up soon so I went down stairs still ignoring the moaning from down the hall and fix his bottle. Right as I got to the top of the stairs I heard East, crying not to loud but enough for me to hear. I went to grab him and he stopped cry right away and a smile appeared on his face from ear to ear . I took him in my arms put him close to my chest and kissing his forehead. And walked to my room.
I turn on rain sound. It helps us both sleep. I fed him his bottle which felt empty after 1 minute. He burp right after it was out his mouth and was out like a light. I laid him to the left of me on his stomach in my queen size bed. Put a cover on the top of me and him. I drifted to sleep myself.
6:00am Monday Morning
I heard my alarm clock go off that sat on my tv stand. I got up quickly not wanting it to wake East up this early. I had to get ready for school and he would be the biggest distraction. I put pillows all around East, just in case he wants to start rolling. I went into the restroom across the hall from my room. I toke a quick shower and brush my teeth. Then headed back to my room with nothing but a towel around my body. Closing my door softy because of East, I went to my closet to pick my outfit of the day.
I went simply and a couple of accessories .
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I went to get East, and lay him in his crib. I headed down back to my room to get my backpack , phone and charge. Then I went downstairs just to see a pitch back living room and kitchen till I turn on the light and fix a bowl of cereal of cap'n' crunch. Once I finished I had to go catch the bus for school. So I sat my bowl in a once empty sink and went out the door.
As I walked up on the bus stop the bus was just pulling up. I hopped right on and took a seat. In the middle , not to far back, not to close to the driver. I sat by myself because people don't mess with me ever. But they do talk shit though even though I don't do nothing but mind my business and I come to school for what it's for no other reasons. I don't joins clubs or join any group activity.
The last name they called me that I remember is silent killer. I thought it was funny honestly, but also curious. Why killer? Do I look like a killer ? It whatever I pushed it off. 1,2,3,4 hour have pasted and now it's lunch time I walked to the nearest Mickey D's . It was a rush as usual but not to fast. I was second in line right behind this tall black man . All I could see was his height since he was way taller than me . And his dreads that looked so nice. He had a white tank with red joggers that had a white stripe on the side and red and white Jordan's. I couldn't see face but heard his voice and it was deep to send chills through my spine as he raised his voice at the cashier. Guess they got his order wrong but that none of my business.
The cashier did his best to control the situation but was failing. Look like he wanted to cry. I didn't like this but I stayed out the way or at least I thought I was out the way till he bumped into me hard and knocked me down to the ground. We made eye contact and he didn't say anything. No I'm sorry? Nothing! I watch him walk out without even turning back again. Little did he realize his stupid , mean ass drop his wallet. " what a punk bitch " was all that went though my head. I grab it and went outside just too see that he was still in the parking lot. He drove a my fucking dream car a all black Range Rover. I almost started drooled just by being so close. I finally snapped out of my thoughts and walk the rest of the way to his car. I knocked on the drive side window . Just for him not to answer. I cuffed my hands and held them to the window to peek inside. Just to see him staring directly at me. It irritated me because he could of just rolled the window down but whatever. I backed away from the car and went to the front of it . And placed his wallet on the windshield. I walked back in the store not looking back and placed my own order.
I had to rush because of of that incident. I ate my food as I walked back to school. I was done since I only ordered a medium fries and large caramel frappe. Once I got back I head to 5,6, 7 hours I had gym but we all had different options of what we wanted to do I always lifted weights but on Friday I was on the court playing basketball. I wasn't bad at all. I could work on my free throw but I was cool with that. It never blocked me from scoring too much at least.
____________________________________ What did you think ? Ik I didn't do a lot of talking but next chapter for sure.. Make sure to comment and to call me out on all mistake..!
