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Jasmine
(FLASHBACK)
Two months after Mama had East. She was even more depressed than she was while pregnant. But she decided to teach me stuff. How to change a diaper. How to make a bottle. I knew all of this already. But she wanted to teach me so I played dumb. She taught me how to cook and how to pay a bill over the phone. Which came in hand when she would forget. I took care of a lot at the age of 16.
But mama stopped putting money on the table. So shit got harder for me to deal with. So I used to finesse the bill collecters all the time. Talking about "I got a email from Bank of America saying the money was deducted from my account but your saying that it wasn't." Type shit then i would act all ghetto with them.
After her teaching me. I thought we were going back to normal. So Mama wanted to throw a party and I was down. We invited family and friends. Mama straighten my hair and that made my day better. We set up the party and got dressed. Mama and I had matching sundresses on. Not long people started showing up. It was nothing but happy vibes. I played with my cousins in the living room while all the grown ups were in the backyard and kitchen smoking and drinking having a good time. Mama told me to watch East so I did. You could tell he was getting sleepy. So I carried him upstairs just so it could be quite. After I laid him down.
I went back downstairs to play but as I was tryna walk downstairs I seen my Uncle James. I was raised to talk to my elders. "Hey Unc" I said tryna give him a side hug but he turned so our fronts were touching but I didn't want to read too much into. "Hey princess. You look good with yo hair straight." He placing a kiss on my forehead. "I know... I'll see you later okay" I said tryna go down the stairs. "Wait,wait, wait where y'all bathroom at?" He said holding me in place. "Second doo-" he cut me off "Show me." I led him to the bathroom. I knocked to make sure no one was in it. It was silent so I opened to door for him and he walked in and started pulling his pants off without closing the door. So I reached for the door to shut it but he grabbed my hand before I could reach the knob. He pulled me in then shut the bathroom door. I backed up till I reached to a wall. He was looking at me up and down and licked his lips. He started to step toward me and I just started yelling to the top of my lungs "MAMA!" I was waiting for her to run in this bathroom and save me. But she didn't, nobody did. He had his pants low around his waist I tried to run out the bathroom but this nigga strong strong.
He grabbed me and bent me over the bathroom sink. I was kicking and screaming. He wrapped his hand in my hair and slammed my head on the counter. Which made my head hurt and my nose bleed. Before I knew it he was ramming hisself into me. "STOP PLEASE" he didn't listen. I was tryna do everything to make him move. I stabbed him with toothbrush. But there wasn't much I could do. When he grabbed both of my arms. He folded them behind my back as if he was put handcuffs on me. He finally pulled out and came. I was in some much pain and blood was flowing down my legs.
(Flashback ends)
I woke to East slapping me in my face. "Little boy you play too much" he started laughing which made me laugh. "Come on lil man."
I went to the bathroom and we did our hygiene. After that moment with my daddy last night. I had been feeling better. Even though my makeup was fucked up, the hennessy had wore off. I went to finished the night. CeeCee fixed my makeup and got my mind back on the money. I dance on what felt like every nigga that walked in and out of the club.
I still didn't know how I felt about my father still. I still blame him for everything. But I still missed him.
I wanted him to be there but whatever at least he know how I feel. But imma put feelings back up and not letting them free for a minute.
Kash
I had to take care of business today. All I had to do something ripping and running around the fucking world. I really wanted to talk to Jasmine. I never want to talk to no female only if they sucking my dick but shiid. But here I'm thinking about Jasmine ass. I had to pull up on her ass. I parked in CeeCee yard. I knew that shit was going to irritate her. But I knocked on the door and CeeCee answered "move yo car then you can come in". "You can move it" and I handed her the keys. "Ohh shit I be back."
She said running out the house with barely anything on her body. I heard chit chat coming from the kitchen. And I seen Jasmine feeding East while he was in a high chair and Peyton on her lap. They were all smiling like a little family. "Hey baby." She looked at me and almost broke her neck. "What you doing here?"
"Uncle KK" Peyton said and running into my arms.
"Hey lil girl"
"Can we go play today"
"How about you go play with yo toys while I think about it"
"Okay" Peyton said running to the playroom.
"Why can't I be over here with y'all?" I said finally answering her question.
" I guess.. never mind"
"Nah go ahead and say what you was thinking."
"It was nothing but how long you staying?"
"Till I leave"
"Oh okay well CeeCee will be back soon so .."
"I don't care about her. Why you not showing me no love?"
"Don't you see I'm doing something."
"Let me help you"
"I don't need yo help."
"Girl shut up and tell me what to do"
She stayed quite and finished feeding East. Once he was done. She cleaned the area and grabbed East out the high chair. She headed upstairs and I followed her. She so fucking beautiful that it blows my mind.
"What's wrong with you?"
"Nothing"
"Then give me some love."
"Why"
"Girl come here."
"You can come to me."
I went over there to her and hugged her tightly from behind. She smelt like Dove body wash.
"You smell good as fuck."
"Thank you"
I kissed her neck and she chuckled not wanting me to hear her.
"You miss me?"
"I don't even know you enough to miss you"
"If you would give me yo number we could talk more." She finished wiping food off East. She grabbed him and turn to face me.
"You two haven't officially meet but this is East, East this is Kash." She said knowing I don't want her to call me that. I slapped the fuck out of her thigh.
"Karter" I said looking at East. But I wasn't expecting to hear him say it back to me.
"Karderr" East said and I couldn't help but smile my ass off. And when I looked up Jasmine eyes were watery.
"Bro what you crying for?"
"That's his first word and its yo name out of all words."
"Can I see him?" I had my hands out and he leap in my arms.
She was smiling to fucking hard.
"How was last night?"
"Cool."
"You get what you was looking for?" Referring to money .
"Yes I did actually more than I thought I would, come on."
"Where we going ?"
"Payton is downstairs by herself and she being to quite."
"She probably sleep."
"I doubt that."
"How much you want to bet?"
"2g"
"Ight"
We went downstairs and peeked around the corner. And sleep she was.
"Fuck" Jasmine said under her breath. I slapped her ass hard.
"I told you give me my money." She headed upstairs and pulled out some weed.
"Yo where you get that from?"
"Don't worry about all that"
"I was talking about 2grand girl not no weed."
"You should have been more clear because this is what I was talking about."
"You can keep it what you tryna do?"
"Watch movies and chill."
"Then come on, pick a movie"
She put on Freddy vs. Jason. She grabbed East and started rocking him. I took off my shirt and shoes and got real close to Jasmine. I wasn't giving her no space. In the middle of the movie East fell asleep and Jasmine laid him down and came back to the bed. She got back in the bed but leaving a big space in between us. "Come here girl"
"Why"
"I want you right here."
She came closer to me and I grabbed her by her waist so she can straddle me.
"What do you want boy?"
"To kiss you."
"That's gay"
I grabbed her by her neck and slammed my lips against hers. She was hesitant but she kissed back. I started squeezing her ass. And she let out a moan which gave me a moment to deepen the kiss. She started to rotate her hips and that was making it hard for my soldier to stay calm.
I flipped her over on her back and look her in her eyes. "You want this ?"
