yn p.o.v
i was in the gym on the bleachers
don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't..... i couldn't hold it in I've felt so much pain at one time it was unbelievable
how could they be so mean
" so are you just going to cry about it?" i looked up to see jay " what ?"
" what i told you about crying ?"
"don't cry about it do something about it " right like i said don't cry about no matter how hard it hurts I'll be damn'd if you give up after you've made it so far " i nodded he was right like all ways " stay strong sis " he patted my back and walked out of the gym
i looked back up and prayed to god send me an angel i need help
"yn is that you i looked up to see the girl from the park umm... katie that's it " hey " i seen what happened in there " oh..." aren't you tired of that? "
i looked down " hell yeah " then take my deal " i looked back up at her she's right i need that deal it could be my break finally do something with my self make me better, bigger,braver
" how are you going to change me by today... is the party Kate" leave that to me just come to my house after school"
" ok " she pulled out her hand i don't know about you but this it kinda feels like im making a deal with the devil
im just saying but who cares a deal's a deal i shook her hand "perfect " she whisperd i pulled my had away
" see you at lunch yn " she waved at me i got up from the bleachers once i got back out to the hall way it was empty " yes " i walked in to the class
room " ms.carter do you have a pass?" nope " well you know the rules go get one " ok " i was happy i don't have to face Lucas
i walked out to the hall way
i had to pee so i went to the girls bathroom i opened the door to see Lucas and jasmine coming out one of the bathroom stolls she smirked at me "look you didn't see nothin "
she put a finger in my face that shit disrespectful but i can't do nothin about it she has Lucas what's the point of fighting " ok " she pushed passed me so did Lucas
with out one word
