BlackVelvet »irene × lisa« ✔

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After the incident, no one opens up about that party. Chaeyoung has no single idea what i did and it's making me feel bad. Specially when her eyes seems scanning me wanting to ask something but she's stopping herself too. Momo, Joy and I went to school for afternoon classes but decided to go to our separate ways. I don't want specially Joy's friends nor Chaeyoung ask why we're together. It won't help.

Friday came so fast that our practices has been crucial and tiring. I even forgot to wait for Irene's calls though for once since Monday, she haven't thrown any call to me. Whenever I came home, I slump on my bed waiting my phone to beep but I could only fall asleep. But now it's Friday already, I knew today is the day. I'm seeing her again.

I had three flowers on my hand and a box of chocolate prepared. Chaeyoung went out first for their Friday practice resulting for me to be left behind. Our practices are still tough but we manage to finish it on time. I still got minutes to wait for my girlfriend.

Calling Irene girlfriend is making me feel the chills.

"Surprise huh?" Momo teased me smirking to my presents. Ever since that day, though I have known her for days, I feel comfortable towards her. We usually come home together, though Joy on the other hand, secretly hangs out to us. When I'm with Chaeng, and she's with her friends, we casually talks normally. But with Momo and I alone, she's hella loud and crazy. She's slowly opening about her life too.

"Well...

" you're whipped we get it." Joy sneakingly laugh.

I don't wanna argue to her so let them think what I am. But I'm sure enough I'm not that whipped though. Am I?

"Are you sure she's coming in school first? And not in their house?" Momo asks to my side. She accompany me tonight for waiting to Irene. Joy wanted to join too but her boyfriend called her.

It's already 9. And to be honest, I doubt if she's still coming.

"I-i don't know." I crack my voice unintentionally making Momo to look at me worried.

"Yahhh, it's okay. We can still wait. You don't have to worry. But you'll treat me jokbal." She joked and I know she just wanted to lift my hope.

"She's not coming." I voiced out.

"She will. Just wait."

"It's about to be 11 Momo."

"Still early."

"It'll be 11 pm soon. She won't come."

"She will. Duhhhh." She rolled her eyes at me but then her stomach betrayed her.

"You're hungry. I am too." I said cutting of the argument she's about to start. "We'll just go in their place. Maybe she's there already."

Honestly, I feel down. Its just that, I'm expecting Irene to be here just like what she said. But it took me hours to be here just to wait for nothing. I didn't show my annoyance coz Momo as a good friend she is, is still here. It's- I wanna be mad but I couldn't. The heck.

I loudly knock on their door at 12 midnight. I'm sorry to to whoever I disturbed from their beauty sleeps. Momo sense I was being impatient so she made me hush and she did the knocking instead. No one answered.

"Irene?! Are you there?! Open up please!" I shouted with a knock this time.

"Jennie?! Can you please open for a sec?! " I shouted again followed by a loud thunder making Momo to shriek beside me.

It's about to rain anytime soon.

Still, no one answered.

I could feel the big droplets from my head. Following by a loud thunderstorms by minute. Fuck, I didn't brought my bike and it's hard to get a cab at at this hour. Shit. Shit. Shit.