BlackVelvet »irene × lisa« ✔

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That night change it all. It change for how motivated I am in everything I do. I'm inspired in every way.

She's right, it's just distance that's separating us. The love I have for her becomes stronger as the days goes by.

Who would know, by the simple proclamation of Irene that I was her girlfriend would turn into this serious. She was my first girlfriend and probably my last.

Even we're apart from now, I couldn't find any other woman as beautiful as her. Like she's the only pretty girl to ever exist. Was this because I miss her this much?

I miss her in every way but whenever I scan our pictures, it wasn't tears that would flow to my cheeks. My chest won't get heavier as to the sight of little things she have in my house.

It's a smile that would crept to my lips. Making me more motivated to strive harder for her. For us.

Coz honestly, I'm already seeing my future with her.

Second year was fun. It's full of up and downs to the group.

Seulgi and Jisoo became official. They were when Jennie caught them making out inside the bar's restroom. The reason, Seulgi danced with an unknown man in the dancefloor.

It's obvious that they like each other. Start from when Jisoo became territorial to her. They're practically screaming girlfriends but played push and pull for so long. And now, Seulgi would latch to Jisoo wherever the latter goes. Even slightly got jealous over Jennie at times. That Jennie would just roll her eyes to how childish Seulgi could get.

But that's Jisoo too. The one who would declare world war when someone would just stare at Seulgi for like ten seconds.

Chaeyoung and Joy were still friends.
It's what they call their relationship and we didn't question it at all. They would just tell same reason that they don't rush things. They want it slow. Yeah slow, like a snail moving. But atleast they have fair understanding.

Wendy broke up with her long time girlfriend. It was heartbreaking knowing Wendy was so into her. That it took Joy, Jisoo and I to stop Seulgi from attacking the said girl. We haven't met her in person since she's attending another institution. Only to have this news, and resulted for an unforgettable wasted night.; the same night Jisoo and Seulgi got caught.

Momo had a freshmen girlfriend named Dahyun. We met her twice since church girl couldn't fit in to us whenever it's a night out. Momo loves her and that's what matters.

Jennie was seeing someone. She wouldn't tell the name but we know there is. Maybe a member in the cheer dance since she's been checking out our practices lately. Like we know Joy, Momo and I are members and we're friends but last time I check, she wouldn't stay for like two hours everyday just to 'watch' us practice. She has interest to one of the dancers, I'll just know who so we'll kill her with teases.

Irene and I of course is still strong. We keep our relationship stronger. Video call helps a lot. Thrice a week, we would spend it on video calls then a on a normal day, a call is enough. We know we got other things to do. She's busy to work, and I'm busy to school, it's just we both understand our situation.

Second year ended.

Seulgi and Wendy graduated at last. The preparation of the day after it was a blast. It was all prepared in my house. What can I say? It was Jisoo and I who planned the whole thing, maybe the idea was mainly from Jisoo but I helped her okay? Seulgi and Wendy got teary eyes seeing to all what we prepared. Dahyun came too, though still awkward to us, Momo was there at her side.