Sorry again f the lack of updates guys!!! The last two weeks have been super hectic so it's been hard to find time to write. We both also went through a massive amount of writers block but we know where we are going with the story now. Vote, comment and don't stop reading!!!
H&E
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Louis POV
Sunlight was now seeping through the still drawn blinds by the kitchen sink. The morning was quiet and peaceful. Birds were singing, the sky was blue and everything was calm. Except for me. I felt quite out of place in this serene environment. My feet, felt like lead as I walked into the kitchen. My stomach was churning so badly I felt like I was going to vomit. But my heart, that was the worst, it felt cold, rejected and unloved. It hurt.
He was sitting on the kitchen stool, just as he was last night. If anything it almost felt like a repeat. Was this my second chance? Was I that lucky? I noticed his eyes, unlike last night they were not puffy or sad, no today they were filled with anger and pain. Maybe I wasn't so lucky? If anything I was on thin ice, very thin ice. I didn't know what to say, or how to say it. I didn't even know where to start. This was odd for me as I have never been lost for words before. I was a very vocal person and always had something to say about everything. But right now, I knew that if I said one wrong word I could end what has been the strongest and most loving relationship in my whole life, and I didn't want to do that.
I stood there for a moment before quietly walking over, I had no idea what was going to happen, I pulled out a chair and sat next to him. We just sat there in silence. After quite a few minutes of silence he looked at me with cold and angry eyes. It felt like he was staring right through me. "Why?" He asked me with anger in his voice. "Why were you gone for so long?!" I froze, I had never heard so much anger and hurt in his voice.
"I-" I couldn't get all my sentence out before he interrupted. "Do you even still love me Lou?!" "Of course I do! Why would you say that!" "Because your never home! I miss you Louis!" He was yelling now. I was shocked, rendered speechless, unable to move or think. Things weren't comprehending, nothing added up. "What" I stuttered.
"Do you..." He began "do you love her?" He said with tears in his eyes. "No... Harry NO NO! " were the only words that came from my mouth.
"Then why do you always spend time with her" he practicley spat at me. His voice was full of venom, his eyes a shade of green I'd never seen before. He looked ready to start a fight. I was scared. He rose from the stool and had abandoned the hushed voice he had previously been speaking in. I had never seen him like this before.
"What have I done wrong!!" I yelled at him, getting off my stool. "What do you think Louis, going off with some other girl? How do you think that makes me feel? Am I some kind of toy to you?!"
"But Harry" I started. He seemed taller than ever before, towering over me like a skyscraper.
"But! But!" He roared. "What's your excuse!""I'm doing it for you! For us!" I yelled back.
"How does it help anything! How does she help anything! How does management help anything!""Really Harry?? Have you just caught on that management have been forcing me to date some girl! Have you actually not been paying attention for the last few years!!
This, I found, was a big mistake to say.
Everything seemed to blur. I knew his hand had made contact with my face, I heard the slap, I felt the sting, on the inside though I was numb. I never thought he would do this, him of all people. Me, yes. I made stupid mistakes, I always fought with people, I was known for bitch slapping people. But Harry was like a cute toddler. He was as harmless as a fly and sweeter then any Granny that ever existed. Right now though, it was as if he was possessed.
I noticed Liam jump from the couch as he heard the loud slapping noise.
I heard what sounded like an army of elephants running down the stairs.
I heard Harry gasp in shock at what he had just done.
But me, I was still numb.Then my phone rang. The words FUCKING MANAGEMENT CALLING flashed up on the screen as caller ID. I answered it. That was my second mistake that I made.
"You have to go out with Eleanor again" I heard some random woman from our management team sigh down the phone.
"Don't do it" Harrys deranged yells echoed in the background. "Don't you dare do it Louis!""If you don't come.. You will lose your job" the management woman said to me, obviously overhearing Harry, her voice cold. "But its your choice" I sighed in defeat.
"I swear to God Louis if you go..."Harry screamed like a madman.
I walked out the door. That was the third mistake.
That's when everything got too much, I broke down crying. I knew I shouldn't really be driving in this state, but I couldn't risk losing my job, for the boys, for the fans, for my family.I hopped in the car and started the engine.....
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Fighting For Love
FanfictionThe night of the accident changes everything for Harry Styles, a 20-year-old band member from Cheshire. One moment, he had everything, a loving Boyfriend, Louis Tomlinson; an amazing job, 3 great friends and many prosperous years ahead, the next, w...