Davina was lying in her trailer on her couch, her phone on her stomach. Dom's arm around her. Home. She thought. Everything was alright for once. Minus having to go to therapy again and being back on her meds.
"Dav, I've been thinking after we finish shotting for the season why don't we take a romantic vacation? We can go to London? Paris? Italy?" Dom says she looks over at him his hair all in his face.
"I would love that. So your planning on taking me a trip through Europe." There's a knock on the door.
"Dom. Davina. They need you on set." Mary says. I groan at this I don't really wanna film right now. I just want to stay here with my boyfriend planning our summer romantic getaway while he goes to cons.
We get up, Dom always waiting for me to out of the trailer, looking at me the way he always does loving and proud. I take his hand, letting me to set.
Chaos everywhere Matt and Harry talking about a malec scene, Kat and Luke talking about this new dark turn for Clary. Eme and Alberto talking about Sizzy's relationship. Alisha and Chai talking about Maia and Jordan's relationship.
"DAVINA!" The voice that screams that I know that voice. I turn around I'm seeing Elieen for the first time in weeks. I hug her.
"Elieen, how is everything," I ask her knowing all to well that this convo is going back to asking if i'm okay if she knows about the last few months.
"I'm good. How are you? I heard that you were in the hospital." She want there. No. I feel Dom's hand on my shoulder.
"Davina it's okay. Remember? Your safe here. Don't go to that place in your mind." Dom says. I turn my head to look at him. I blink anyway the tears. I hug him. He's quietly talking to me, reminding me he's here. I'm on set with friends. They know about it. I'm safe in dom's arms. My home.
After I flim my scenes, I wait for dom to finish fliming. I'm always in awe in seeing him as Jace. The way he can go from his funny self to badass shadowhunter. While I watch him, I scroll through my messages.
blake 💔
i heard what happened to you, dav. hope you are okay.
read; 10:09 a.m.
davina
don't act like you care about me , blake. you never did! i'm never okay because of you. it took me many years of dealing with your shit to know you never cared about me. stop texting me and calling me!
read; 10:14 a.m.
After that I turn my phone off. I had to because I was one step towards crying. All because of Blake. By the time I look up dom is staring at me. He looks at me, I feel my face, of course I was crying I didn't even know I was. Without saying anything he sits down next to me. I turn my phone back on, hopefully no new messages from Blake. I should have blocked and deleted number by now. Every cast members comes back to the table from fliming.
"I have an idea," Kat says.
"What's the idea?" Matt says
"Please don't say drinks," Dom says. Since when is he not up to talk? I lift my eyebrow at that.
"Rock 'n' horse tonight. To celebrate Davina being back officially." Kat says. Everyone agrees with that. We agree to meet at 8pm later tonight at rock n horse.
I let Dom drive home. Making it back to the apartment, we're greeted by Rajah rubbing against my leg. Boo braks at us. He has to something is on my mind, by the fact I said no drinks for tonight. I go in our room, laying on the bed. I grab my phone from my pocket. I look at my lock screen.
3 misssed facetimes from izzy
10 unopened messages from blake 💔
8 unopened messages from carrie
I throw my phone. I don't want to talk to izzy, I don't read to read Blake's messages. I don't want to read messages from my manager. Boo jumps on the bed with me. Her tail hitting the bed. She puts her head on my stomach. Looking at with her puppy dog eyes bregging me to pet her. I fall asleep.
"Davina. You know you want it," that voice so cold, so drunk.
Blake.
I'm sleeping on our bed in LA. I'm wearing my blue t-shirt and only underwear because it's to hot for me to wear shorts to bed. I feel his cold lips on my lips, his breath smells like liquor. I turn to move my arms to run, it's no use i'm pinned down by him. He takes his pants. No! NO! I want to scream but his mouth is still on mine. I feel his cold fingers go down to my underwear moving them aside, he puts one finger in me, trying to making me have an orgasm when that doesn't work he takes his boxers off, he thrust his dick in me. Hard, Harder he thrusts in and out. It hurts so much. I feel the tears in my eyes, falling to the side of my face. When he is done he falls asleep. I move him. Blood on the sheets. I take my phone and bag in the bathroom with me.
I call Izzy. She answers.
"He... did... it... again." I said, my voice cracking
I wake up. Crying. Screaming. Dom is there.
"Dav, it's okay." He says. It takes me a minute to notice it's him. I haven't had that dream in a while. The pain. I just want to stay home tonight. I collapse into his arms. I need him. I see my phone buzzing on the floor, how did it get on the floor. The caller id says kitty kat. Shit we're supposed to go to rock and horse.
