Time Jump... again because I can't keep my stories updated oops and my brain overthinks a lot so
Dom, Kat and Luke were fliming in Paris. Dom was scared to leave me by myself in Toronto so I got to go with them.
We landed in Paris, seeing everything, knowing now why they called Paris, the city of love. I was in love with Paris, it was like going back in time. The buildings, everything. I was jet lagged when we got to our hotel so Dom let me sleep while he explored with Luke, while more like they were fliming scenes for the Prague Episodes in Paris.
A few hours after my nap, waking up from my nightmare of that night with Blake in California. I was screaming. I looked around me, Dom wasn't there. I grab my phone shaking to call him.
"Dom...." I was crying.
"Nightmare again?"
"Yes.. come home please. My mind... those..." I didn't even need to finish he knew what I meant. This nightmares had been happening more and more since Blake had hurt Dom a few months ago. No matter what I do I can't stop them, unless Dom is with me.
"I'm coming, my love. Don't worry. Kat's right across the hall. She's gonna be there till we get back."
I hear the door open, Kat's red hair is the first thing I see.
"I heard you screaming, Davina." I was shaking, my vision was blurry because of my tears. Kat puts her arm around me. She's trying to calm me down. I just want Dom. I keep my eyes on the door. The sobs came faster each time I remember the nightmare. I was sure my face was red, tear strained, my shirt was wet.
20 mins later, I see Dom walk into the door, he's looks like he run here. Kat gets up. Dom comes to me, his face glistened with sweat.
He hugs me, everything melts away.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He says.
"It's the same nightmare, the one I get every night about blake. All I remember most of the time from my dream is waking up screaming." I say against his shirt. Sobs are still coming through my body. I feel Dom hand rub my back.
"It's okay. I'm here. Everything is okay. It was just a dream." He says. I hear the door open and close. Kat left. Dom pulls away. I look at his eyes, still full of worry.
"Is it possible for Matt Hastings to let me be on set when you guys are fliming? You know what happens when I try to sleep, when your not with me." He cups my face.
"We can ask him. Dav, you need to start seeing your therapies again. I know you don't like to going to see them. But my love you need to."
"I know, Dom, I just... they will just put me back on my medication. Besides, the nightmares go away, when your with me."
He doesn't say anything. He just cups my face and kisses me. The feel of his lips on my lips, the way he wants entrance. I pull away. Tears wanting to come back. I never want to say no, I want to have a sexual experience with him, but I have shut that part of myself off for so long that I don't even know if that's a good thing.
"I'm sorry, Dom, I really am. I want to go further with you, it's just that, it's a subject that hurts me the most because of everything I've been through with men."
"It's fine, sweetie. It's truly fine. I would never ask you to do something that you're ready for or not comfortable doing." Will that, he takes my hand, kisses the top of it my ring there.
Dom lays down on the bed, I climb on top of him letting my head lay on this chest, he plays with hair. I fall asleep in his arms.
I slept till I heard his phone going off. I go to answer it, it's from Luke.
"Hey. Dom's phone. Davina speaking," I say jokingly.
"Hey, Dav. Is everything okay with you? I mean Dom run from our lunch so fast I didn't even hear say why."
"Yeah, you know just nightmares about Blake." Luke was good friends with Blake, but when we broke up. Luke stop hanging out with him, and started hanging out with me and Dom.
"Oh, I'm so sorry. I knew Blake, I was good friends with him. I never thought in a million years he would do those things to you. Although I knew he was cheating on you with Lily." I want to cry again. I nudge Dom awake. He's eyes open, he's sleepy.
I mouth that Luke is on the phone. I give him his phone and walk towards the bathroom to shower.
Turning on the shower, letting the water get hot before hopping in. Letting the water take away my pain. I shave my legs, wash my hair. Before getting out I look at my old scars on my wrist. Wrapping a towel around me, and air drying my hair.
When I open the door, Dom is standing there only a pair of pants on. His hair a mess. He kisses my check. I wrap my arm around his waist, not waiting him to go to shower.
"I have to shower. I smell." He says, before closing the door.
I put on of shirts that dom brought me and a pair of leggings, with boots. Kat comes over, and so does Luke. I hug Luke. Dom is dressed by the time I spin around. I wrap my arms around his neck. Pulling him closing.
"So what we doing today?" I ask.
"Exploring. We have a surprise planned for you two love birds later." Kat says. I look at Dom, I arch an eyebrow.
