After two plane rides and one layover we are finally back to Toronto. I'm jet lagged again. I'm not even sure what time zone I'm in.
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davinalewis: what time zone am i? not sure. one more plane ride ✈️ then hello bed and the toronto skyline 🌃
Kat had come over to me a few minutes after I had uploaded that, with coffee in her hand. I had sent Dom to get my coffee, I could see him walking behinds Kat laughing at her puns.
"Dav, your coffee. Just the way you like that." He says before he hands me the coffee. Taking a slip, letting the coffee going into my veins.
"Thank you, babe." I say. Luke is walking towards us. He's carrying food for us. I know he was trying to be nice.
"I get food, for you guys." He says, giving each of us something. I open one of the bags cheeseburgers and fries really luke? I take a bite of the cheeseburger but I can't eat it. I spit it out in a napkin.
"Umm, thank you, Luke. But I can't eat it, like it physically hurts to eat. My anti- desperation meds, everything that is meat has a funny taste." I say putting the burger down.
"It's okay, Dav." At least it was a lie, and he didn't know it. But I eat the fries. Kat and Luke leave something about getting more coffee.
"Davina, why did you lie? I've seen you eat cheeseburgers while your on your meds. Do you feel okay?"
"No, Dom. I... I mean it hurts to eat I wasn't lying about that. It's not because of my meds I never refilled them before we left because I was scared about the trip and I guess it wasn't on my mind about refilling them."
"So... you were off them the whole trip?"
"Basically yes. But I was fine till before we left paris when that girl mentioned him and then different time zones and being on planes I lost my appetite I guess." He moves closer to me, I can feel his hand trembling as he touches my hand.
"Oh, babe, I didn't know." I feel a tear come down my check, because I was keeping that a secret for so long. Kat and Luke come back.
The PA calls for our plane number.
Almost home.
We get on the plane, I decide to read.
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davinalewis: reading + having a gorgeous view of the sky = i'm at peace 💜
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Comments domsherwood; my view isn't bad either 👀 davinalewis: domsherwood you're just saying that because i'm reading a scene in cob when jace saves clary, like how you saved me. ❤️ domsherwood: davinalewis maybe kat_mcnamara: how many times have you read that book dav? davinalewis: kat_mcnamara are we talking about the tmi series in general? too many times to count it's the reason why i audition for shadowhunters because i fall in love with this world.
I end up reading the rest of city of bones, dom fall asleep. i move the arm rest, moving to put my head on his chest. i fall asleep, we'll be home soon.
