Love or lust ?

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Hongjoons POV

She was gone for a while now and I was getting  cautious. I don't know why I was feeling uneasy but I was. I couldn't go back sleep so I got out of my bed and walked to the bathroom. I  was walking and  I saw a scrunched up playing card laying on the floor.  Quickly I grabbed it and it had writing on it. My eyes widened too what it said. She was planning to go down there. I didn't know what to feel. Should I be mad I rubbed my face in frustration. I went to the toilet and slipped back in bed. Five more minutes and I'm going down there.

Your POV
I was getting a bad feeling as I was walking with Mingi not because of him but there was just something off putting. We finally got to a room it had rose's name written and a fancy pattern in black on it. He opened the door rose and seonghwa where standing up talking until they both turned to me making the room go silent.

"We don't have much time." Mingi said to them. With that rose told me to stand with them so I did. "We want to kill hongjoon." She said straight up with no emotion. "W-what why." I said shocked "because he's caused us all pain we want to be happy and have no problems but he seems to do the opposite of that and we're sick of it." She said angrily and mingi grabbed her hand and comforting her. Making her calm again she gave him a peck on the cheek and looked back to me again.

"Well what do you want with me ?" I said hoping they wasn't going to say what I thought they would. Seonghwa suddenly came closer wrapping his arm around me and said "we want you to kill him." I pushed his arm off me roughly all of them looking at me for approval. I just looked down and mumbled "I can't i can't do it."

"We know you can I can tell you could do it your just choosing not too aren't you." She scoffed. I just shrugged my shoulders. She rolled her eyes and put her hand on my shoulder. "Please just try he's a monster and you know it don't let your feelings get in the way of the right choices plus you will regret it if you don't side with us." She said intensely.

"How would I do it." I said thinking more and more about it. They all looked at each other smiling and then pulled a knife out. "Slit his throat or stab him." Mingi said handing it to me. "Keep it safe and do it when the time is right let him fall in love with you." Rose said carefully making sure I understand. I didn't want to do this but he was making me a different person and if he was gone maybe I could be happy. I though to myself.

I slid the knife to a strap around my leg that they gave me and headed back to the room. I turned around one last time and seonghwa winked at me before closing the door . I rolled my eyes and got back to the room. He was lying there asleep and I smiled. I didn't know why I did but he looked so peaceful when he wasn't awake. I slid in carefully and closed my eyes.

3am
I jumped up awake. I must have had a nightmare but I couldn't remember what it was about. I turned and realised hongjoon wasn't beside me. Glancing over at the door to the room I dreaded. I knew he was in there doing stuff with the other girls. It drove me insane him pleasing the girls and not me. I mentally slapped myself. I shouldn't be thinking about this it's not like i like him I hate him. Right ?

I tried lying back down and go back sleep but I couldn't. All I could think about was him. It didn't help that the girls where loud. After 30 minuets I heard the door open. I looked up and saw him with no shirt on and leather pants. His neck full of hickeys and blood coming from his lip. He looked shocked that i was awake. He pulled his pants off and I was still staring at him I couldn't look away he was repulsive but alluring at the same time. He was truly stunning but disgusting What is wrong with me ?

He threw them across the room and slowly walked to the bed. I was all flushed now I was about to say something until he said. "Just go back to sleep."   "I can't ." I said turning his way but all I saw was his bare back. I ran my fingers over his skin slightly making little swirls. He suddenly turned around and looked at me funnily. I was abit nervous wondering what he was going to do. He just stared at me for a good while. "Why do you do that." I said quietly. "Do what." He said raising his eyebrow

"Just stare at me all the time with that look on your face it's like...." He then pressed his soft lips against me and I moaned into the kiss. He smirked and got on top of me kissing more aggressively. His hand slowly made its way to my womanhood. He latched his lips too my neck and stated rubbing his hand fast against my pants making me moan more from the feeling. I grinded against him wanting more and more. He smirked and bit his lip. "Eager are we." I just nodded quickly. He took my clothes off and my underwear throwing them across the room.

He grabbed something in the draws at the side of the bed they where handcuffs.roughly he grabbed my hands and attached them to the headboard i looked at him scared but excited at the same time. He ripped the condom rapper putting it on and then rammed his cock inside me. I screamed because of his size and with each thrust he went faster and faster. He groaned with pleasure Making a moaning mess. "So big mhm too much." I moaned almost at my climax. "I~I'm gona cum." I said exhausted. "Me too." He moaned. After  a few more thrusts you came and so did he. He pulled out and grabbed the little the key and Uncuffed you. You laid there still panting unable to breathe properly. He smiled slowly wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you closer against him. Both of you drifting off to sleep  in each other's arms.

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