You're mine hongjoon ffc

Feelings

Your eyes fluttered open remembering last night. Everything repeating over and over. You lost your virginity to him and you felt good you did enjoy it but then you remembered you have to kill him. He did those horrible things to you you needed him gone so everyone would be happy. That was the right thing to do or was it?

You turned facing hongjoon his eyes widening and smiling at you not like any other smile he's showed. "Morning beautiful." He said moving a bit of your hair out of your face. You blushed at his comment and snuggled up to him. He pecked your lips cutely. "Let's get ready and go out." He said making me smile in excitement. I was finally going out somewhere. I jumped out of bed and picked out my outfit. Once I was changed i walked out of the bathroom.

He looked at me smiling adorably and taking my hand. We both walked out of his room and headed out. He had a beautiful red and black car. As we got to it he opened the door making me blush and hop in. He got in  and we headed off to an unknown destination. Music was playing in his car smoothly and i just hopped my head along to the beat as I haven't heard it in so long. Hongjoon just stared at me seeming actually happy for once.

He pulled up outside of what seemed to be a garden . I furrowed my brows to see a little sign saying (butterfly garden) I was truly surprised the man of destruction wanted to go to a butterfly garden. Where precious little creatures are. He never seemed the type of person to come here. We walked up the steps and a little old woman stamped our hands.I smiled at her and we both continued walking until we finally got inside of the place.

It was truly fascinating. Plants everywhere. Pretty ponds and the most prettiest butterfly's scattered the garden. The paths leading all directions. Excitedly I walked down a random path with hongjoon. We was so fixated on the place and it's beauty that we just walked with a relaxed atmosphere. "They're so pretty." I said as one landed on my finger. Hongjoon looked at me about to speak until one fluttered onto his nose. We both giggled until it got bored and flew away.

"Can we take photos." I asked cheerfully. He nodded and took out his phone as we was going around we would take a few. Some of them with us together , some with butterflies and some just the scenery. I was so absorbed into the garden that we reached the end of the path and I didn't realize. When we got outside it was dark and I didn't realize we spent the whole day there it only felt like an hour or two.

We was walking to his car until I stopped behind him. "Can we go for a walk." I said softly. He looked at me hesitant to speak but agreed. "This seems quite pointless." He mumbled at me. I looked at him and asked "have you been to that garden before." I felt his hand tighten against mine. Did I hit a nerve it was a simple question. "Yes but only one other time." He said glumly "Who with." I said curiosity getting the best of me. He looked sad now not like the hongjoon I've seen before. He looked hurt and I wanted to know why. "With my true love."

"What was she like." I said pressing my thumb down on his hand moving it side to side for comfort. "She was beautiful but not in ways people would think. She was powerful,smart,patient and I loved her I loved her more than I loved myself and it got the best of me eventually she wasn't beautiful anymore she used me made me weak I almost lost my throne because I loved her so much but she didn't love me she just wanted to destroy me."

I paused for a moment taking his words in. The reason he's cruel to people is because people have been cruel to him. I know it's wrong but it makes sense. She hurt him and now he takes his pain out on others. "I never want to fall in love again but I don't think I can stop myself from falling for you." We stoped walking and he wrapped his arms around me. Slowly attaching his lips to mine. I closed my eyes my heart doing flips in my chest. The kiss got more passionate it was meaningful this time. I was so lost in the kiss that when he pulled away I still had my eyes closed. Once I realized I opened them quickly examining his face. A smile crept up on his face as he kissed me on the forehead. "Let's go back home."

And with that he started the engine to the car and we was back on our way home from a long day of emotions and feelings. Maybe he could change. Maybe I could change him.