You're mine hongjoon ffc

Sanity

The next day I had all to myself. Hongjoon was out because of business or something like that. God knows what else he does when I'm not around him. I got changed into one of hongjoons outfits. I wondered when i could have my own stuff but I wasn't going to complain just yet.

It felt weird leaving hongjoons room after so long. I missed having time to myself to reflect on things. I needed it. I walked down the long corridor some maids greeting me but I then remembered that rose was no longer here. She was my only friend here. At least she's safe now everyone around here seems to die.

I walked into the kitchen and no one was around so I decided to make some food. I'm not some next level cook but I was proud of my pancakes. Once I ate them i decided to go into the pretty garden. I did want some art supplies as I love to paint and draw. I checked all the draws in the kitchen but found nothing. I sighed and just decided to walk around the garden instead.

I loved it being outside it's been so miserable staying cooped up with nothing to do. I felt the flowers as I walked down the little path. I felt calm until now. I was sure I was being followed. I stopped where I was and observed my surroundings. "Hey"

I jumped terrified as I recognized that voice. "San." I said lowly He smiled a little knowing I was not happy about his presence. "Lovely day isn't it." I didn't answer him. I didn't know what game he was playing with him but he seemed strange. Why did hongjoon trust him i know i never would. "I see you and hongjoon are on good terms." He said sarcastically

I nodded not wanting to have any sort of conversation with him but he wouldn't move. He just stood there observing me. He then touched my hair faintly making me flinch. Slightly. "You have similar hair to me did hongjoon do this ?" He asked fondly still looking at my short red streaks hair.

"Why are you trying to talk to me."  I said questioningly. He just laughed a little stepping closer to me. "Why can't I have a conversation with one of hongjoons whores." I furrowed my brows replaying what he said over and over again until I stepped away and said "stay the fuck away from me." 

"If I was hongjoon I would have cut you up by now." A shiver ran down my spine as I turned around eyeing san's posture. He stood strangely a wicked look in his eyes. It's like he resented my whole being. "I would have slit your body into little pieces as you would scream his name your helpless little body in my hands."  He said creepily

I was shocked by his words. What was his problem ? I looked at him once more before heading back to the house. I was too scared to be outside with him any longer. I tried shaking his words out of my head but it didn't. Maybe I was overthinking it he's just trying to mess with me I guess.

~ later that day ~
I was in the kitchen when I heard the front door open. Excitement was all I was feeling. Quickly I headed to the door and there he was getting his coat taken off from one of the maids. From behind I gave him a big hug and I smiled even more when he turned me around and hugged me tighter.

"Hey babygirl." He hummed. I blushed and pulled away looking at him. He looked drained and tired. "Wanna make some food." I said smiling. He nodded as I grabbed his hand and walked into the kitchen. He played some music on a little stereo on the side. I danced lightly as the music was playing. Hongjoon just looked at me smiling whilst  cooking pasta.

We eventually made spaghetti and meatballs and ate together alone in the kitchen. I didn't know what to say too him because I didn't like to make him irritated. "How was work." I said quietly whilst shoving a meatball in my mouth. He stayed silent  for a while until he mumbled "it was ok how was your day."  I just shrugged

"Could you get me some art supplies." I asked looking in his eyes for approval. He just nodded and got up from the table. "I'm going upstairs don't disturb me."  "Then what should I do when I want to sleep." I said quietly
"Sleep down here." And with that he went upstairs. Something was off with him and it worried me.

I waited hours and hours downstairs trying to sleep but I couldn't. I couldn't take it anymore I headed for the stairs I needed to see him I wanted to make him feel better. The more closer I got to the room the more nervous I felt.
I opened the door but he wasn't in the main part of his bedroom. I sighed and continued to the other door. When I opened it I covered my mouth. There was a naked girl pinned to his wall with nails pierced into her skin. Her stomach was cut open wth all her guts on the floor blood still dripping from her. Her eyes weren't in her sockets. It looked like something demonic. This was too much for me as I became shaky.

I glanced over too hongjoon who was on the floor his hands grasping his hair. It looked like he was crying. And from the corner of my eyes I saw San standing watching us both intensely.

The look on his face was dangerous and sinister. And I wanted to know why.