𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝐿𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒪𝓊𝓇 𝐹𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓈. ⚣ 2Jae

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"What was it? What did you say his name was?".

"Jaebum, his name is Jaebum".

"And what does Jaebum mean to you?".

Youngjae stared at the ceiling, battling the tears that were attempting to free themselves. He wanted to be strong for once, god he wanted to be strong. Why couldn't he be strong?

"Everything".

"Why does he mean everything to you?".

"He has these eyes. They turn into crescent moons when he smile. His laugh, And his smile, it's the prettiest thing I've ever seen. He's the prettiest thing I've ever seen".

"Is it just his physical features that mean everything to you? Any traits?".

"He's such a caring person, he's full of wit and humor and everything else made of gold. I can't ever get enough of him".

"What makes you say that about someone whom has hurt you Youngjae? Do you not feel any anger towards him?".

Youngjae immediately replayed the scene of Jaebum throwing him out of his house. The tone the older used, so different and harsher from the one he was used to. It fractured his heart more than anything else Jaebum had ever done. Tears cascaded down his cheeks.

"Jaebongi isn't a bad person. He was never a bad person. He's only human".

"It almost seems as if you see something else in him, Youngjae. What do you see?".

"A man. Jaebongi is only a man. And just like every human being on this earth, he needs to be loved and cared for. Even, even if it isn't coming from me. As much as it tears my heart to say so I just hope the love is there even if I'm not".

"Youngjae you need to understand that Jaebum has hurt you, severely. This is something that you are not accepting. And because you refuse to accept it, you are making excuses and hurting yourself even mo—".

"I just want him to be happy. I just want him to feel the most sincerest of love on this earth, it's what he needs. I couldn't give him that. I deserved to be pushed away. So please don't talk about him that way".

"So You are saying that you'll risk having emotional trauma in order for Jaebum to be happy?".

Youngjae closed his eyes tight, letting them well with fresh warm tears. Once they were open the tears began to join the others that were sitting at the coast of his jaw.

"I'd risk anything for him to feel loved".

The woman swiped the tissues from the box nearest to her and offered them to Youngjae. With Youngjae's distress she felt her own heart rupture. She wanted to cry but didn't for Youngjae's sake, she was only there to help him get through his pain.

"Youngjae, I —".

"Are we done for today? My head is aching".

She purses her lips, the session wasn't over but she felt so bad for the younger.

"Yes, Youngjae. We are done for today. I will see you soon, okay?".