𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝐿𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒪𝓊𝓇 𝐹𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓈. ⚣ 2Jae

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SN: I'm so damn depressed at the fact that I couldn't make it to their concert because of those expensive ass BTS Tickets😭🤦🏾‍♀️ ugh next year just know I'm in that arena .. multi fandom life is rough man

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And every time you write to him, I want you to make it shorter by the day".

The younger sat at the edge of his seat with a pencil in his hand while staring at the blank sheet of lined paper. He didn't even know where to begin.

"What should I write?".

"Pour out all of your feelings. Everything you've ever wanted to say to him but haven't got a chance to. And with each visit chop it".

Youngjae thought about everything, everything Jaebum had done to break it heart. Lie to him, cheat on him, it made the younger upset all over again. It didn't take much more thought to get his wrist up and running to throw words onto the pages.

With everything in him, every piece of anger or sadness he'd hidden he gave it light. He could feel his heart sinking by the minute as he actually imagined himself saying this in the heat of the moment. Things he wished he said instead of ignoring every situation for the sake of his own innocence.

It was relieving when his heart rate was finally regulated and his hand was able to rest with two pages full of words. He had to admit, weight did lift from his shoulders when they were finally off his chest. It was one of the best things he could've done.

"Youngjae, how do you feel?".

The brown haired boy permitted his eyes to face the agony upon the pages once again. Finally realizing these things brought him back to the dark emotions he felt. But seeing them on the pages instead became his medicine.

"I actually feel better. I do. Thank you".

The beautiful middle aged woman smiled at his progress. She was more than delighted to help Youngjae through this process as much as it even hurt her. She gave the younger a hug and offered to lock away his letters from now until he was finished with them.

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OohSehun is typing...

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The notifications made Youngjae's phone vibrate endlessly just as he was leaving. Luckily, Mark's horn was loud enough to make the younger forget about opening his social media.

"Let's go Youngjae! I've been waiting for an hour now".

"Yeah? Well who told you to do that?".

Youngjae sassed, although he was quite happy to see the older. He hadn't asked to be picked up so it was really nice that Mark
was at least thinking about him.

"Wow Youngjae back-talking me? I'm impressed".

Youngjae responded quickly laughing while Closing the passenger door.

"Well when you're friends with Mark Tuan what else is there to learn?".

Mark chuckled, driving off in an instant.

"How was it?".

"It was really relieving I have to admit. She suggested I write letters and boy I wish I could've thought of that sooner".

"The letter routine. That never gets old".

"Are you familiar with it?".