Love of my life

Chapter 8

we got in a van and left for dinner. shawn held my hand through it all. we all chatted about shawns performance tonight and many other small things. we got into the building and found our table. shawn pulled out a chair for me to sit in. such a gentleman. we order our food and just began talking. shawns crew wanted to get to know me better, and asked all the basic questions. are your parents divorced? do you have any siblings? what do you do for a living? and so on. some of it, shawn didn't even know so he got to know me better too.

we had an amazing conversation about pretty much anything, and then the question i dreaded came up. " so what are you guys?" i looked at shawn and smiled. "well i suppose we're friends" i turn my head back around and answer the question. i could feel shawns hand on my inner thigh, gently squeezing it. i choked a bit on the water i was drinking. "yea, just friends" shawn reassure them.

i looked at shawn and bit my lip. damn, i do like what he's doing to me. his hand was still just gently squeezing my inner thigh. "excuse me" i said getting up from my chair and walked out of sight from them. i open the room to a single bathroom, but i didn't hear the door shut. so i turned against and that's when i saw him.

he locked the door. then he walked over to me and held my face by the ear. he kissed me. i held around his torso and kissed him deeper. he pushed me against the wall and pressed my arms up. shawn breaks the kiss to tell me "you're so goddamn hot, i can't control myself." "you know when you're touching my thigh like that, i get so worked up" i told him. "god damn" shawn said before he kissed me again. i took of his t-shirt to reveal his abs. "..fuck me" i said, looking at his body. "you're damn right i will" i began to unbuckle his belt, shawn was massaging my boobs still kissing me.

he made his way down my neck and started to suck on it, leaving a few marks. a few moans escaped my mouth as he continued to kiss my neck. i unbuckled his belt and shawn lifted me up. immediately as he did, the doorknob turned. "oh my god" i saw out loud. shawn lets me down and just looks at me. "to be continued" he said before he put on his shirt and unlocked the door and left.

i got over to the door and locked. "not done in here" i tell the person thats waiting outside. i go over to the mirror to look at the love marks shawn left on me. "how the hell am i supposed to go out like this?" i tell myself. i put on some concealer i brought. thank god i did. i tried to cover it, and it helped only a little bit though. you couldn't see the marks as intensity anymore. i literally smacked myself on the cheek to see if this is real life. it was. i unlocked the door and got back to the table.

when i got there they were already packing, indicating that we're leaving. shawn came up to me and whispered in my ear. "you're coming back with me." i smiled and grabbed his croch, no one around us could see it. shawn quickly pulled my hand away, and held his around my shoulders and we left. we got to the car, and drove back to shawns hotel. the entire car ride, shawn just held my hand. i leaned my head on his shoulder. "what time is it?" i ask. "1 am" shawn answers me. "i'm so tired." i said, snuggling up against his arm. "you wanna spend the night?" shawn asks me. "yea, i do"

we got to his hotel room and said goodnight to the crew. i stepped in and just yawned. "tired eh?" shawn asked me. i went over to him and just hugged him. my arms are wrapped around his torso and i could feel shawn kissing the top of my head. i stood there, holding this amazing person. i could hear his heartbeat, smell his scent, feel his ab muscles and arm muscles around me. "let get to bed" shawn said. "okay" i said letting him go. "oh i don't have my pajamas to sleep in.." i told him. "oh, you could just borrow one if my shirts. hoodie or t-shirt? "

shawn asked me showing me a hoodie and a t-shirt. "t-shirt" i told him and he handed me his basic white t-shirt. i went to the bathroom to change. i took of my laced bodysuit, i obviously wasn't wearing a bra underneath it. so when i put on his t-shirt you could pretty much see everything. it was so see-through. i took off my pants, folded them and left them on a shelf, i also left my phone on the shelf. i got back out to see shawn in only his calvins. "no way." shawn said while his eyes widened.

«shawn, baby i'm so tired.." i said. "baby eh? i could get used to that" shawn said walking over to me, kissing me. i pull away, and hug him. "baby, i'm so tired". i walked over to the bed, followed by shawn behind me. i quickly got under the covers, and so did shawn. i moved closer to him, snuggling up against him. he took his right arm around me. i could feel the warmth of his body. shawn kisses my forehead. "thank you for tonight." i told shawn. "oh princess, only the best for you." i turned over facing the window. i felt shawn coming from behind me, his arm was around my waist and his head rested on top of mine.

"Life is so beautiful " i said to shawn as i stare outside the window. shawn is holding around me. "yea, it's amazing" shawn tells me. "you're amazing" shawn says while i smile uncontrollably. i didn't know i could fall for someone so quickly. i turn around to face him. his arms are still wrapped around me. our eyes meet, and i just smile. "what?" shawn says smiling. "i feel so safe here with you. and so much happier. you're so beautiful" i tell shawn. i pecked his lips and pulled back.

i traced my finger down his jawline and made my way to his mouth. tracing it as well. i my finger found its way up to his hair. his beautiful brown curls. i'm feeling the softness of his hair. "..oh don't mind me, just admiring your beauty" i tell shawn laughing. he smiles and kisses me, deeply. i'm playing with his hair, while his lips are on mine. he pulls me closer if that's even possible. he pulls away from the kiss and just looks at me. we smile at each other. i snuggle up against him, feeling his soft skin against mine. he wrapped his arms around me and starts to play with my hair. "goodnight princess" i hear shawn mumbles. "goodnight" i mumble while i bury my face in his chest, smiling like a goddamn child. with that we fall asleep.