Love of my life

Chapter 6

i stayed back and clean up the plates and stuff. i was done with the dishes so i went back into the living room. i took off shawns warm mustard colored jacket, that still smelled like him. i laid it down at the couch and walked towards the door. the door closed and locked itself behind me. as i was walking out the hotel, some girls were still standing outside. so i walked over to two young girls that cried. "hey are you guys okay?" i ask her and her friend. "we just saw shawn leave! he's so amazing, he saved our lives." the girls said. i smiled at them and asked if they're going to his show tonight. "no, we're not and this was our only change meeting him." "well i actually have two front row tickets, and they're yours now. if you guys want them?" i asked the nice young girls. "are you for real?" they asked. i handed them the tickets and said no. "thank you soo much oh my god" they said and hugged me. "no problem, see you guys there tonight!" i said and left.

i made my way back to the hotel, feeling really good. like really good. i got to door and i see flowers. "i can't wait to see you again tonight love -shawn" the flowers were so beautiful. when did he get the time to do this? i picked them up and walked in. i was in such a good mood, as you could imagine. i set the flowers in a vase and took a picture to send to shawn. "you're spoiling me.." i sent. i put on always - isak danielson which is just the most amazing song. i dance around like crazy but i stopped when i hear my phone beeping. "you're worth spoiling" he said. i smiled and literally jumped around out of happiness. "thank you, i hope you don't mind me giving away two of the tickets to some fans? i only need one." "of course not, can't wait to see you" "i'll see you in an hour" "can't wait." shawn texted me back.

i changed my clothes into a laced bodysuit and paired it with loose black pants. i got my belt bag, curled my hair and walked out of my hotel room. i grabbed a taxi to go to the arena. an arena, this arena is huge. and it's sold out. he has millions of fans l, that fact kinda did scare me. i thanked the bus driver and found my entrance. the lines are crazy long. i stood in line for about 20 minutes i think, before i was inside. i found my felt and was given this bracelet. i walked towards my front row seats. the girls i gave the tickets to were there. they greeted me and hugged me. "thank you soo much" i smiled. "no problem girls" i turned around to check out the arena. "holy moly, there's so many people here." i said out loud. "i know!" said one of the two girls. as i was staring into the crowd the lights go down.

the crowd was screaming. they were so loud. our bracelets started to blink red. i didn't think they could scream louder, but when shawn came up, i was proven wrong. i clap my hands as i see him coming up with a guitar. he started to sing and wow his voice is beautiful. i think the song was "lost in japan" and wow that song was so angelic and pretty. out of all the people in the crowd shawn managed to find me. he waved and smiled at me. the girls beside me started to scream, thinking it was for them. and maybe it was, i honestly couldn't tell. i smiled and waved back though.

i didn't know any of his songs. i've never heard of "shawn mendes the superstar" the only shawn i knew, was the one i asked for directions yesterday. this shawn was pretty damn cool though. i knew he sang but holy shit, i did not expect this. the crowd was so loud. honestly the loudest crowd i've ever heard. i've been dancing the entire night. jamming to the songs i didn't even know the lyrics to. the last song comes on. some girls beside said that this song is "in my blood" which sounded familiar. the song was so amazing, he killed it. his raspy voice hitting the high notes. and him just rocking his guitar.

the music stopped for only a second when confetti and smoke appeared everywhere. i flinched by the big pop when the confetti popped. shawn ran off stage and came running by the fence. he hugged and thanked some of his fans before he stood before me. i could feel girls pressing me against the fence and i could see hands reaching out to him. shawn kissed my hands and thanked some of the girls next to me. he whispered in my ear "don't leave, stay back" he then continued walking away from me. he did the same further down. he ran back with his hands out so that his fans could touch him. he ran passed me and then he was gone.

the music stopped playing and the band left the stage. people began to leave and security told us to leave. shawn told me to stay behind, so i kinda pretend to leave. i was waiting for shawn to come, he took his goddamn time though. i was one of the few people left, when i hear someone scream my name. i turned around and there he was at the stage calling for me. the security guard opened up the gate and i ran towards the stage. "oh my god, how come you forgot to tell me that you're a goddamn superstar?" i said joking and shocked. i jumped over the fence and walked in shawns direction. "it never came up" shawn said kinda laughing. he took my hand and he lead to his dressing room.