chapter three: Cutting.

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Before I start this chapter please note that selfharm is no way of escaping things and you should never do it, if you know someone who does or you do. Please look for help. It's a serious problem and we only want to help you!

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Diane p.o.v

While the movie was playing Dan was staring at me. Perfect opportunity. I look his way I met his eyes, he tries to look away but too late.. (a/n if you dont want to know what happens while the cutting I let you know when you can read again) I tell him to go to the kitchen and grab a knife, sit on the floor and slice his wrists. 

a few moments later he goes to the kitchen.

~~~~~Here's where the selfharm starts I dont want to scare people so please if you dont want to read that go to the next BOLD a/n and you're safe from there,~~~~

Dan p.o.v

I dont know what happened but I wanna cut so badly.. I stand up go to the kitchen, i dont even care about phil and Diane. 

I grab a sharp kitchen knife. I sit on the ground.

You ugly piece of shit - CUT

die in a hole - CUT

Phil only took you with him because he is nice enough to feel sorry -CUT

Diane hates you because you are annoying -CUT

maybe you should shut up for the rest of your life -CUT

You have an annoying voice -CUT

Phil always had a great life. your life people hated you! -CUT

While I watch the blood pour out of my arms I  

 didnt see Phil coming in the kitchen.

a/n you can read from here. 

Phil p.o.v

"Maybe you should check on dan and take some popcorn with you" Diane says. She was right the popcorn was most likely gone. I walk in to the kitchen, something I didnt want to see.. Dan had a knife in his hands and was cutting his wrist open while muttering some words. I let my bowl fall onto the ground. "You promised me Dan.." I whisper before I turn around and slam the door behind me. I need some alone time. 

Dan p.o.v

"You promised me Dan.." And with that Phil left. I dont know what has gotten into us but it happened since that bitch Diane came.. I need to find out how...

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