When something is lost, people search high and low for it.
But what if the thing that is lost is happiness?
What is it you do then?
Where do you look?
Do you look high?
Do you look low?
What do you do?
The one person who is there for people is the one who is strong, can handle anything, can have anything thrown at them and they'll battle it like a Spartan. But when that person who is there for everyone is low who is there for them? When that strong person feels lower then a snakes belly and doesn't know what to do, what do you do? The constant feeling of pain and sadness, the constant tears that are held in and only let out when alone, should that person have to hold their tears in or should they release them.
For once the dam that holds everything in is breaking and people dont know what to do, little bits come flooding out until it completely breaks and then what do people do?
Some dont care, some let you suffer in silence, some do what they can. The frustration you feel when you do break down in front of someone and you can see that they dont care, the pain at seeing others who are sad for you, their face when they have no clue what to do or that they dont even care now that hurts. The fact that your there for someone through thick and thin and then when you need help they are nowhere to be found, that kills.
Some people are so careless, so self absorbed that they dont see whats clear in front of their face, walk around with rosy glasses on ignoring all the pain and sadness.
People who are strong keep their sadness to themselves and put on a smile, put on a laugh to show that they are ok. Some will wear a mask to disguise the pain they feel.
Those people are the weak ones, the ones that are careless, there the ones who will wonder around lost in their own personal bubble, their own world whilst the others keep on spinning.
Is it ok to keep things inside ourselves or should we speak our pains?
If we are lost there are people who will take the time out of their day to help those in need and it those who are the strongest, it is ok to speak out!
So why dont I?
