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Trigger Warning!!

Opening the bottle of painkillers I took a few in my hand and stared at them, my eyes blurred from the tears. No note but then again it wouldn't be noticed or read even, without thinking I took them all at once. I felt numb like everything with slowing down and going cold, My vision fading in and fading out. I felt my posture collapse as I fell on my side, "CHELSEA!" that was the last thing I heard.

End of trigger warning!!

--- point of death ---

I wake up in what looks like a bed and feels like it, I look to my right and I see Mum and next to her was a girl. She had long brown wavy hair, green eyes, fairly tanned skin and she was skinny. I didn't know who she was, "Hey sweetie" Mum greeted as she ran her fingers through my hair. I looked at my body and I had no bruises or cuts on my body, it was like it never happened. "Mum?" I said and she smiled, I sat up expecting pain but there was none, "What's going on?" I asked and the unrecognisable girl sat beside me.

"Honey why did you want to leave?" Mum asked with a sad expression and then I broke down in tears. "Mum I don't wanna go back, Hannah is horrible and Oli doesn't care. He's not the same Oli I grew up with, no one cares!" I cried and she hugged me tightly, I looked to the girl I didn't recognise and she held a necklace in her palm. The necklace had a black chain and on the end was a blue sapphire heart. I gasped when I saw the necklace and it was then I knew who she was, my half sister Cecilia and I remember because Mum spoke about her.

She died before I was born and was murdered, Mum at the time was in a relationship with a guy named Roger Taylor. So Cecilia Taylor was her full name and they were never married but Mum hadn't spoken to Roger since a few years after her passing. Mum married my father Austin Carlile but I have my mothers last name which is May. "Cecilia is that you?" I asked and she nodded, I hugged her and Mum just watched in awe. "I can't believe I'm finally meeting my sister" I whispered and she hugged me tightly. We pulled away and I looked back to mum, "Honey you need to go" she said and I looked back at Cecilia and she nodded. "But I don't want to leave you two" I said and she knelt down in front of me and held my hands. "Chelsea we'll be right here" she said pointing at my heart, "I love you both" I said and we all shared a small hug. "Be brave sweetheart" she whispered then everything faded.

---At hospital waking up---

I woke up and looked around seeing people walking around, the room was cold and quiet. "Chelsea" Tristan said as he rushed over to me, I saw Oli look over and so did everyone else who was in the room. I saw Hannah standing in the room and I looked at Tristan, he looked at me with concern. "Get out you little bitch!" I yelled at Hannah and she acted all surprised. "Chelsea what's that about?!" Oli asked raising his voice at me.

"It's all her fault!" I yelled back at him and she fake gasped, I looked over at Tristan and he knew something wasn't right. "Oli just listen to Chelsea" Tristan said calmly, "no becuase you know what I've had enough" Oli said. "Well I'm sorry I didn't just decide for no reason to end my life do you think I'd make these bruises myself!" I yelled at him. "I don't know!" He yelled back and I was now just annoyed at him and Hannah, "GET OUT!" I yelled and he looked at me surprised. "What?" He asked and I sat up a little and glared, "I said get out" I repeated sternly and he put his hand on Hannah shoulder guiding her out of the room and off he went to closing the door behind him.