I never knew I would actually be friends with you....How could I???? You were pretty, fun, to me you were perfect. I was a lonely person, never sharing my feelings with anyone. I was always scared, I could never ask for anything like a napkin, I could never get up and get something, I could never talk to people who looked popular (if that makes sense). You changed that for me. I cant describe the feeling that I have when we do something together, or when we make up code names/code phrases. It makes me happy that no one will get what we're saying, that they will ask "whos vanilla bean" or someone else and we always respond with "oh, no one" or something like that. You made me realize that I wasnt alone, that I could have fun no matter what situation I was in, you tought me to make back up plans when nothing went the way I wanted it it. Some people would say that you were a bad influence for me, that maybe I shouldn't hang out with you. But they didn't realize that you were making me better. I wasn't depressed anymore until I met Matthew.
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Dear Miranda
RandomCatt is trying to explain to Miranda why she committed suicide. This story will take you through a lot. Maybe you can figure out why she decided to quit so early in life.
