Remember Me (2yeon)

Ch.13 Diary

Jeongyeon's POV
I was sitting in my room alone listening to some songs from the amazing, talented, sexy and cute girl group called Twice. They are so amazing but the best and funniest member is Yoo Jeongyeon. She should get more lines. Too soon? Yep too soon and that hit hARD. Anyways i was in my room listening to some songs by other groups and artists while cleaning the room when i stumbled upon a small journal with "Are you Jeongyeon? No? Then leave peasant. Ostriches only." written at the front. 'Is this my diary? I- okay damn.'

I pick up the journal and go back to my bed, opening it to first page.

"Day 1- 24/2 Mood: wtf am i doing?

Hi hello Yoo Jeongyeon here! Nice to meet you diary! I am currently 20 years old! ...but i have a fucking diary so yeah I'm probably a 12 year old. Anyways so from now on i guess i will be writing things in here... YAY!

Yeah thats it for today Nayeon is coming. See ya!"

Once i finished reading that page i couldnt help but laugh softly. I flip through a few more pages but still couldn't find anything interesting. I was about to give up until i came across a page with a bunch of scribbles, swearing and was written in all caps. 'This should be interesting.' I say to myself.

"Day 30- i dont fucking know the date JYP is working us too hard and my brain isn't working anymore. Mood: i want the sleeps.

Yo. I'm so tired. Let me rephrase that... I AM SO FUCKING TIRED AND I NEED THE SLEEPS BUT I CANT HAS THE SEEPS CUZ JYP NO LET US HAS THE SLEEPS SO WE CANT HAS THE SLEEPS BUT WE STILL WANT THE SLEEPS! ALSO AS A HORMONAL TEENAGER THAT IS IN HER TWENTIES ITS HARD TO PRACTICE OR DO ANYTHING WHEN NAYEON LOOKS SO HOT WHEN SHES PRACTICING LIKE BITCH STOP BEING SO RUDE DONT YOU KNOW HOW DISRESPECTFUL IT IS TO LOOK LIKE A SNACK ALL THE TIME? I AM SO PISSED AT HER THAT I CAN LITERALLY GO OVER TO HER AND SLAP HER LIPS WITH MY LIPS! NKSANSANCJBDJBDVJBDKBFKSVBDSLVBJCJBCKALNSBCJJDDFBHFLAKDVJDBCAXKJBNDAJCNXMCJDVB

Yeah thats it for today. But seriously nayeon is so hot but i hate her. Bye diary I'm gonna go try has the sleeps now."

My brain was still trying to process what was going on and what i just read. Gathering from that very uh... that very poetic piece of literature i have written it seems like i was very tired and hormonal. At this point I'm kinda glad i couldn't remember that because damn what did i smoke back then and where can i get it again?

I flipped to the next page and all was on there were pictures of Nayeon and I but mostly just her. I was astounded by what i saw. Did i maybe like her back then? No way. Shes so annoying and always hits me! I flip on to the next page and some of the ink was smudged as if drops of water had fallen on to it. Maybe it was... tears?

"Day 31- 19/6 Mood: utterly shattered.

So its been a little over a month since i last wrote in here and a lot of things have happened. Not all of them were good. We finally got some rest so that was good but um... about 3 weeks ago I just found out Nayeon and JB were um... dating. I'm not sure how to feel about it. I think i l-"

That was all i could make out due to the fact that most of it were smudged but i could somewhat read what the ending said.

"I dont think i can handle it anymore. Seeing them kissing, flirting and whatnot. It hurts. I need to be strong for everyone else but i cant... i just want to leave."

And that was the end of this diary. I guess this was because i did actually leave a few days after and almost died. Damn. Maybe back then i did have feelings for the fake maknae, the bunny, the sunshine of the group, Im Nayeon, but now i was with Mina and i... love her. I love Myoui Mina and that is final.

I pushed myself off the bed and walked outside of the still uncleared room with the diary in my hand. "Does anyone have a lighter?! I have to burn something!" I called out. "ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL US MY BROTHER?" My No Jam Bro runs out of her room screaming. "I mean... i would kill them but not you." I replied patting the shorty's head, earning a dimple smile from her. "But seriously i need to burn this." I said holding up the diary. Chae took one look at it and nodded as if she knew what to do. "NAYEON! SANA! ITS TIME TO COOK!" She yelled out, this caused multiple people in the dorm to groan and screamed.

"What?" I questions her, she simply grinned, "They'll probably set the kitchen on fire. You can burn it in there." And she was right. More screams were heard. "CHAEYOUNG I WILL KILL YOU ONCE I KILL THESE 2 IDIOTS!" Yelled the imfamous Mic. "IM SORRY JIHYO! IT WAS NOT MY IDEA! I DIDNT KNOW THAT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO BAKE CRAYONS! PLEASE DONT HURT ME IM TOO PRETTY TO DIE!" I'm pretty sure y'all are smart enough to know who is self obsessed enough to say that. Yep, Nayeon.

"You better run. I'll go help Jihyo kill them- mean... help Jihyo stop kill them..?" I joked a little before running to the kitchen just in case Jihyo actually tried to kill them.
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Hey guys sorry for that short and kinda weird chapter. I just wanted to put something out before school started again and I wouldn't have time to do anything. I tried my best to be funny but well I'm not funny so yeah its just weird. Hope y'all enjoyed.

Yours truly,
Author-nim