These little moments

Chapter 9

Cam's POV:

Billie and I have been dating for over two months now, I do really like her, but only as a friend. I thought that maybe as time went I would begin to develop stronger feelings for her, that maybe I'd learn to fall in love with her. But it's impossible to stop thinking ,about Nash.

Speaking of Nash, I haven't spoken to him in a while- well I haven't seem to have spoken to him at all since I went on the first date with Billie. I don't know how he keep managing to avoid me. I knew I should have spoken to him when I had the chance. I just miss him so much, I miss all our little inside jokes; all our pointless convo's; all the pranks we used go play; I miss holding his hand so much, it's unbearable.

Nash has continued to act weird, especially when I'm with Billie. It's really odd considering Billie gets on well with everyone else, particularly Matt. I don't know what's going on with him- I've been putting of talking to him, to be honest I'm afraid of the answer. But I need to know.

Billie, the rest of the guys and I our going out to dinner tonight ( because we hardly see each other anymore), I'll talk him after that...

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The chatter of the restaurant was beginning to die down as the night drew to a close, it had been a great night with everyone. Nash was quite all evening (this has been quite a frequent thing for him to do recently) I tried to ignore him and focus on Billie... As if that was possible.

We were just planning how to split the bill when I found myself staring into Nash's deep blue eyes, I needed something to distract my self, without thinking I lent in and kissed Billie full on the mouth...

Suddenly I heard a loud slam on the table, I turned around to see Nash throw a handful of money down, before storming out of the restaurant. Everyone looked around in a stunned silence after witnessing what happened.

"Woah" said Matt breaking the silence and looking through the money Nash left "Nash just paid for the whole bill..."

With that, I got up from the table and chased Nash back to our apartment, leaving everyone giving me confused looks as I left them behind.

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I entered our darkened apartment to hear heavy sobs coming from Nash's bedroom, I slowly entered it to see Nash curled up in a corner of his bed .

"Nash" I began slowly "Nash, please tell me what's wrong? What's going on? You've been acting like this for weeks and I hate seeing you like this, please Nash, I'm begging you, tell me what's wrong"

"I-I can't" the words stumbled out of Nash's mouth.

"Please Nash" I pleaded with him. I have to know.

"Cam, I said no."

"Fine. Don't tell me then. I thought we were friends..." I muttered turning my back on him.

"That's exactly it" I heard Nash mutter behind me.

"W-what do you mean by that?" I asked turning around to face him.

"It's obvious, isn't it Cam? I like you, I like you as in more than a friend way and I'm so jealous of Billie that's why I can't handle seeing you two together, I tried to be happy for you, but it's so hard. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to ruin our friendship and I didn't want you to feel awkward around me because I know you'll never like me back and I'm-I'm sorry."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing- the words I've been waiting so long to hear, but never thought I would. I was utterly speechless, therefore I did the only thing I could think of- I walked over to him and kissed him as if my like depended on it....