SOMETHINGELSEYT x READER

CHAPTER 3

~your provo~
when we walked into the store it was like a whole new world that took my breathe away..turns out it actually took my breathe away..i quickly flung my arm to adams and put my nails inside his skin
he grunted from the pain then calmed himself to calm me
"(y/n) it's okay.."
he grabbed the both of my arms and looked me dead in the eyes
"everything's okay..nothing wrong is going to happen..i swear it to you..i won't let anything happen..i swear you to it"
he smiled and started to rub my shoulders and arms..
"please just think about things that make you happy..i know there's not many things..but what about music?why don't you put ur hearbuds in?
be smiled and i nodded my head,i put them in
" okay nice job,now i want you to get your claws out of my arm"
he giggled and i added a small little laugh,he still wasn't funny to be honest though
i started to remove my arms then got scared and pulled him into a hug,i was scratching his back i was trying to hang on to him,i was scared if he'd leave..i felt small tears come into my eyes and it went on his shoulder..he knew i couldn't do it..he tried to put it in the nicest way possible
"hey (y/n)..its okay..lets go.."
he grabbed my hand tightly then ended up picking me up
after walking out of the store i felt better
"let me down"
"(y/n) it's no problem i can hol-"
"i said put me down.. "
it was in a loud tone
"im sorry adam..please?"
he put me down i started to walk away from him in a quick pase
"(y/n) get over here"
"no,why would i listen to you?"
"because you hugged me for about 9 minutes and i can tell everyone at work we hugged...oh yeah..and that your a softie"
i stopped and turned back around,i looked at him with dried tears on my face still,i wasn't crying any longer..it was just sticky...
"your not as strong as you show yourself are you?"
i looked down then tried to cover my back
"listen here you fucking piece of shit,i-"
"if you were strong you'd admit it. you know that right?"
"i-"
"you aren't tough. your a young girl who's sad and alone."
"ADA-"
"am i getting to your head?you know you cry because you can't keep it in"
"F-F-FUCK Y-YOU"
"wow,that really hurt. get over here and hug me,you know you need a hug. "i don't. i've never needed hugs-"
"you did when your mom and dad were here. it changed when they passed on because they're wasn't anyone there to hug. you didn't get stronger when they died.you just got more upset and convinced yourself that you weren't hurt.you were just getting stronger."
i looked at him..he was right..i wanted to scream something at him but i didn't know what to scream..he was right. i couldn't say anything..i just walked to him and hugged him like he said i needed,god he was right. even when he told me off and i didn't like him..it was great to hug someone..
"how about we go back to your place,i can order something for you,you watch a movie or something while you make a list for me to get stuff?"
i smiled at him and he released the hug
"are u serious?.."
"of course i am,im trying to be your friend it seems to be working"
he smirks n looks at his arms i didn't even notice the placement of them on my lower stomach
i pull myself out of his arms and he smirks again
"glad you think your funny adam."
i laugh a little, making sure he can't hear and he laughs as well
"im the funniest shit alive (y/n) "
after walking to the house adam had me sit on the couch,he sat next to me,he wasn't too close though to respect my space i guess..?
"what you want to eat?
he asked as he flicked my nose softly
"anything,doesn't matter to me"
he looked at me closely
"what if i get my car?i'll do anything to make you comfortable (y/n)..promise"
"well,you know what you can do to make me comfortable?"
he looked at me with droopy cute eyes as he was cleaning his glasses
"we could just walk"
he looked down
"what if i play music you like?i'll put it as high as it can go..i'll let u scratch me..as soon as it's hard to breathe or you get scared too bad i'll pull over and we can walk.."
"adam no."
he looked at me with his glasses back on,i had hate built inside me for this man but God i always thought he was cute..his eyes always got me.
"alright,im not gonna push you to do it..im gonna order pizza if your okay with it.."
he stood up and grabbed his phone,he stretched then started to dial the number
"you want toppings or?"
"get me the celery sticks"
"really? that's all you want?"
i nodded my head
he pressed the call button and began to order,he sat next to me..i turned the tv on and went on Netflix,i then waited for him to be done so we could pick a show..
he hung up about a minute later and looked at me,he then came closer to me..i liked it,he was warm..i felt his arm against mine and his leg against mine..
"did you wanna start a show with me?"
he smiled
"no you suck,im just gonna look and listen to your suggestions..thats all."
he smirked and giggled
"alright (y/n)"
~adams provo~
i loved being there,next to her..i swear i was actually so sorry..i couldn't believe all the things i said..im just scared if she doesn't wanna forgive me..would i understand?yes..
"oh what about orange is the new black?"
she sounded happy..
"sure,sounds good"
she clicked it and i slowly put my arm around her,she didn't even notice...she was just happy she had someone there..i know she was..even if she "didn't like me"..she's happy im here..