Sonder

2~Park Jimin

All I ever wanted was to live like a normal person. Why do we have to be treated so bad? Its not our fault we were born like this! Its unfair. Female omegas are treated like queens, why aren't we any different?  Is it because we are boys? It makes me so upset..Especially because my hyungs do not deserve the stuff people give them...

"Jimin-ah..." A soft worried voice is heard. I look up to see my brother and best friend staring at me in worry.

"Yeah..?" I say in a confused voice.

"You're crying.." The omega with grey hair commented.

I wipe the falling tear from my cheek. "Oh..I didn't notice" a weak smile slid across my face.

"Are you ok..?" Bubba asks

I nod. "Just..thinking" I shrug.

"If you started crying by thoughts then you clearly aren't ok..." the short grey haired boy named Yoongi stated.

"Hyung i'm ok. I am just worried about you guys.." I pick the first excuse that comes to my head.

"Fine... just know you don't have to worry about us. Worry about yourself-"

"Then ill be selfish" I retort dully.

Yoongi sighs. "You're too difficult. Never mind" The pale boys go back to his sheet and sits down.

We bicker about random things to try to keep us from thinking about our hunger. Though that was cut off shortly.

A person came up, and my first thought was someone was trying to capture us. So I scurry to the corner with my hyungs, when I feel arms wrap around me protectively a safe feeling wells up inside me but I know that which ever Hyung is holding me wouldn't be strong enough to protect us. But i still feel safe.  Though i notice that the person didn't seem to want to hurt us..or what seems to be a male didn't know we were there yet.

I cant help but say the man was really attractive...He had Dark-brown almost black hair, plump pink and slightly red lips. The man was tall, and he was wearing a tight black shirt that outlined his image perfectly.  And some dull blue jeans. Who ever was dating him was hella lucky--What?? im allowed to think of hot guys too!

The guy doesn't seem to happy however, and when his body turned in my direction that's when terror it. The handsome man was not a human that's for sure. He had a strong scent that screams Alpha, it was intimidating.

As the man was about to step forward and I was about to bust into tears, a rat somehow ran from behind us even though our backs are against the wall. I jump in fear, and I gulp. But the rat seemed to distract the handsome and intimidating alpha. I mentally sigh in relief but when the tall male steps on the rat and squish it into piecing I bite my lip. Now terror and anxiety has hit me hard.

But another relaxed and relieved feeling go over when he starts to walk away. I let out a whimper of relief, but I was way to early. Bubba tries to make me be quiet but it was too late for the alpha was turned around and was trying to find a scent. I could tell the stranger found one because his eyes turned red, a threatening color for wolves. A gulp from me and a very quiet whimper from Yoongi. As the alpha starts to get closer an extremely annoying voice catches my attention and breaks me from my fear.

I mentally scream as the annoying voice gets louder..it was screaming...jumboopie..? I mean thats what i heard. But a strong scent catches my attention yet again as another alpha with a completely different persona. This alphas scent is weird. It smells like wood..weird. Though the taller alpha has an amazing scent. He smells like smores with extra chocolate. My favorite even though i haven't had any in a long long time.

But what got me the most was his voice. When I heard it, shivers ran down my spine. The strangers voice was deep, smooth, and calming. I'll repeat it again...whoever dates or marries him are extremely lucky. This man was perfect. But I do not know his personality. For all I know he could be a serial killer. But his features are perfect. P.E.R.F.E.C.T. Just let me have my moment ok?

From hearing the two alphas argue or whatever, I figure out they're from a pack-well I knew that from the start. It seems that the handsome alpha likes the pack, but not this specific one that wont shut up. They take their leave but not without another glace down to the end of the alleyway where my hyungs and I are sitting.

I was really upset to see such a picture leave. But I knew if they stayed any longer we would be found. Most likely would've been killed too. Did I want the male to leave? No. Did i want him to come back? That's up to you to decide. I hear a sigh of relief, so My eyes travel to the right side to see my bubba relaxed with a relief filled face.

My Hyungs are everything I want to be and more. Yoongi hyung is so cool. He is strong. But he is also really really cute, that face of his is so squishy. No one could expect how badass my hyung is. Said male is short, has veiny long but somehow short hands the smoothest thing in the world. He has grey hair, before our life went downhill he was always one to try new things, and that consisted of dying hair. But grey is what they left him with before our lives took a turn for the worst. It still makes him look totally awesome! His voice is deep and raspy but really sweet. When he talks to me i automatically know im safe or they'll keep me as safe as they can.

And Bubba. Hes gorgeous! His real name is Seokjin but i call him bubba and Yoongi calls him Jin. He has amazing features. Pretty chocolate eyes, smooth skin, nice hair, everything. He is tall and has blonde hair. I told him to dye it white because it would look like snow but he doesn't listen,. But anyways, he has plump lips. Theyre very full, it makes him look cute. Bubba has short legs though the omega is pretty tall. Its funny because we tease him about it.

My question is, my hyungs have soft hair and smooth skin..but weve been living on the streets for years. It does not make sense. They are just cool all over, both have amazing personalities, amazing looks, smooth voices--My hyungs are the definition of perfect! But then there is me...the definition of ugly and worthless.

Do I tell my hyungs of my dysphoria? No not even the slightest bit. They need to worry about themselves. We are currently living in an alleyway on sheets as bed, left over scraps for dinner, and rain as our water source. They have so many other things to worry about. And i shoudnt be one of them.

I look over to see my hyungs fast asleep, which makes me wonder how long i was lost in thought. "Goodnight hyungs..I love you." i whisper to them. And joy fills me when i hear two raspy half asleep "i love you"s back

So with that I lay down, struggling to get comfy. No the floor isnt comfortable at all but we have gotten use to it. While i start so slip away into my dream land the last thing that slipped my mind was that

Alpha