At Last. You're Mine

Telling the Truth

———-1 month later—————
Javae's POV
I had been seeing a lot of my sister and I was loving it in a way I felt like there mom so it was always great when I could be up under them. They were my babies and I hated when I didn't see them to long but I never have to worry cause they always make time for me. My brother died my sophomore year in college the streets took him I was hurt cause he was undeniably my protector. When he died I felt vulnerable open and scared. I didn't know how to be the oldest but I learned quick. Especially when maya came and told me she was pregnant by this abusive guy.
Me and trey had met up again and talked but it was kind of awkward cause I'm be totally honest it was the first time I had seen him as just trey the boy from next door. I missed my best friend but I was still so guarded.

I was out at breakfast with Jayla and Jamya (jamya is in the middle of Javae and Jayla she's only there half sister though)
"Look who just walked in" Jamya said snickering and eating her waffles.
Jayla looked up and smiled
"hey Maine come sit with us"
she said waving him over. I gave a her a look that could kill.
He gave them a hugg and the waved at me.
"I can't eat with you today because I'm busy" he lied looking at her.
She rolled her eyes
"you suck at lying and ain't nobody scared of vae so sit."
He sat down looking at her.
"Wassup what you want baby thug he said hugging mya."
"Why y'all to wont stop acting like teenagers is what I want to know."
He coughed and I just raised my eyebrows up at her.
He sat there silently starring at me. I felt like he was piercing my soul with the way he looked at me I just held my head down looking at my food.
"Well"
she said rolling her eyes maya shook her head and just looked at me.
"I'm get going"
he said grabbing his order and hurrying out.

"Look you done scared the poor boy away"
mya said sounding like ms rose and Jayla laughed.
Author Note/ All 4 of there Names start with J in order its their brother Jayceon as jay. Javae as vae Jamya as mya and Jayla as bug or baby or lil bit.
I was sick to my stomach it felt like I had to vomit.
"Excuse me"
I said getting up hurrying to the bathroom where I just let it all out.
Maya came in and held my hair
"tell me what you don't want to say cause it's something bigger then him just leaving and not keeping in contact."
she said looking at me. "It's okay to be honest and whatever it is has you sick."

I stood up and wiped my face I can't i have never said it out loud I forgot about the whole thing I had to who was going to be there for me. My own mother was so envious of me she wouldn't even look in my direction.

"I can't be here for you Javae if you won't let me in"
she said hugging me as tears started threatening my eyes when Jayla walked in.
"Are you okay"she asked really concerned.
"Yeah I'm just tired and my stomach is a little upset I just want to go home and lie down."
"Okay well I don't want you to go by yourself so maya ride with her and I'll drive behind and pick you up."
"Okay"
she said and we left.
"No bug in the car just you and me so spill."
"I sighed cause I knew she wasn't going to let this go. I knew I needed to tell someone cause since he was back it was eating me alive.
"After I graduated a week after trey left I found out I was pregnant and I wanted to tell him but I didn't want him not to go and live his dream. I knew he would drop everything for me and the baby but I wanted him to be better than what everyone thought of us so I kept it a secret. After about three months or so one night mommy came home drunk and had a bat in her hand screaming your name I ran to your room locked your door than ran to mine. When she finally got up the steps and couldn't get your door open she came into my room just talking shit. You think you better than me cause your so pretty well I use to look just like you you heffa you came from me."
I said shivering in disgust at her words. "She tried to beat me with the bat and I was trying to protect my baby so I ran out the room and she followed and she grabbed me as she fell down the steps and I couldn't keep my balance and I had a miscarriage"
I said in full blown tears.
Mya was crying as well I pulled over because I was crying so hard I couldn't see.
"I tried to tell him multiple times but he kept blowing me off. He would always make up an excuse and so I stopped trying but I was really hurt I wanted my baby more than anything. I wanted him more than anything. I wanted him to hold me and tell me everything was going to be alright that we would get through it like we did everything else but he wasn't there."
Jayla came to the car and got in
"why are y'all crying what the fuck is going on" she said scared and upset.
Maya just held me and said "vae you have to tell him it's the only way."