At Last. You're Mine

Merry Christmas

Javae's POV

It was Christmas Eve and I just wanted everything to be perfect. I didn't want to leave Tae but I wanted Jaz and jace to have the best Christmas ever. I can never understand how people treat kids bad. They didn't ask to be here nor do they have control over their stupid parents.

Everyone was coming over tonight for our Christmas Eve festivities. Mama a and mama j were cooking dinner. They wanted to be apart of everything and I honestly didn't care. It was too many kids and I was technically still sore. I had gathered my things and was leaving out. I strapped Tavi in and drove to my house.

"Y'all here early" i said handing Tavi to grumma.

"Don't be giving her my baby mama a said rolling her eyes. I'm always early which means I'm on time. Go lay down or sit down some where. The kids and everyone will be here around 1 they went to go see the nutcracker on ice."

"Awwww I wanted to go I hope they have fun. I said sitting beside grumma watching her sing Tavi to sleep. Grumma I love you but don't get her use to that I can't sing."

"Well then ima just come steal her when her daddy not here. And as I recall you sang in choir so why you may not like to sing little girl you can."

I laughed closing my eyes. "What can I help with I feel useless."

"Take care of the baby that's it."

"Grumma stole her I said going in the kitchen. Mama j I missed you," I said hugging her.

"I missed you more little girl but you been in va this whole time you could have come to see me."

"Mama had me on bed rest."

"Don't go using me your ass ain't listen any damn way."

I laughed "I did listen but  I had to get up and feed my self and shower I said trying to prove my case she just rolled her eyes going back to cooking.
"This food smell so good but I can't eat anything."

"Why not baby that's not healthy," mama j said sitting some fruit in front of me.

"I'm just so worried about my kids. All of them like I know bug and Mya grown that don't make me worry less. I feel like I gotta do more than I'm already doing because my nieces and nephews only got me on they mother side. Well and now mama a. But my little sisters don't even know what life is they are so sheltered. It's crazy how we as people take life for granted they are so appreciative of everything even small stuff like stickers for a book."

"Baby eat fruit it's water based and not heavy plus it'll keep you hydrated. You worry about you first cause you ain't no good to nobody if you sick. Them babies is family give them about a year they gonna be crazy like the rest of the crazy babies in here."

"Exactly  mama you better tell her cause I'm looking to drop mine off somewhere they super crazy," mya said coming in hugging me from behind.

"Hi baby". Hi jayli jaylah, she laid on mya shoulder she really don't like me it's sad."

"Don't worry she'll get over it soon, cause she don't know ima about to be dropping her off at grandma Vae house."

"Hey sissy grumma won't share the baby."

"Hi bug and I know she stole her but she about to give her to me cause my boobs heavy."

"Ewwww I don't want to hear that," Chris said hugging all of us.

"Shut up boy it's normal how many kids you got?"

"Two and if they was breast fed I didn't know it."