Angel of darkness

The opening party.

Haibara opened the door when it knocked: I thought you lost the way home
Shinchi: haha very funny, got something to drink?
Habara: well I made this tea for the professor , but he went to sleep you can drink it .
Shinchi sat in the living room and started  sipping tea
Haibara sat next to him: so how was your day ? did you have fun?
Shinchi: yeah it was good I missed being shinchi and I missed hanging out here and there you know
Shinchi talked without noticing the look on ai's face it was the guilt look , she just listened to him talking about his day with ran and smiled when he smiled he then looked at her: thank you Haibara if it's not you I wouldn't be able to spend the day with ran
: you know I'm the reason why you can't spend your days with her? and the reason why you can't go back to school and be with you friends? and guess what I'm the same damn reason why you can't go back to your original form ?
She was talking and trying to hold her tears ( you can't show your weakness in front of him control it )
shinchi was taken aback but he smiled at her : you know I don't see it like that you might be the one behind the drug but you couldn't do anything they forced you to do it and they were threatening you and you did the right thing when you obeyed them

Haibara: but I destroyed your life
Shinchi: but I met you, and you're my partner , remember?

Haibara smiled ( partner? I guess I should be thankful for that I can't hope for more)but then she decided to tease him: yeah you have to admit I made your life exciting
Shinchi laughed at her sudden change of mood and patted her head: yeah I admit that
Haibara was shocked when he touched her and she blushed (why making my heart skip a beat while he doesn't even feel anything from the slightest contact )
She then grabbed his hand and moved it away: don't touch me I'm not your girlfriend
He started to turn red when she mentioned ran: anyway did you come with a plan for the birthday party
Haibara: I told you about the plan
Shinchi: that was not a plan what you told me was madness
Haibara: and I told you I'm not taking permission from you I was telling you
Shinchi: you stubborn
Haibara: look who's talking
And she got up of the chair: you're not going home? You know you need to sleep
Shinchi: yeah I kind of don't want to go home do you mind if I sleep here?
Haibara yawning: it's up to you
And she went up stairs
Shinchi: geezz she won't even say good night or bring me a blanket
he stretched his legs on the chair
Closing his eyes: good night Haibara
after changing to her pajamas she took a blanket and went downstairs she looked at him he was almost snoring a smile showed on her face she covered him with the blanket ( he looks tired yet he looks happy maybe because he finally met her.. well as long as you're happy Sherlock I need to finish the antidote but when I give it to him I have to face the truth I will not have a place even by his side maybe even I won't have a place as his partner this is so sad but I can't drag him down with me sooner or later they will find me and when they kill me and when they do it i have to be sure that he's safe and happy with his life and that all will happen when I give him the antidote)
: good night kudo kun sweet dreams
she took her tea and went down the basement it's what she dose every night when everyone is in his bed having sweet dreams she will be in the basement working all night

While he's asleep he heard these annoying noises:do you think he will wake up now? is he going with us? maybe he knows where is ai chan
he opened his eyes to see three pairs of eyes looking at him as if he was a creature: what is it you kids?
ayumi: shinchi nichan why are you sleeping here?
genta: yeah you have your own house
mitsuhiko: did you see Haibara?
shinchi: hey hey slow down I just woke up, anyway why are you here?
ayumi: Conan kun told us to go together to suzuki's hotel opening
genta: yeah the professor went to bring bigger car and he's going to take ran and her father then he will come here and take us
mitsuhiko: but Haibara san is nowhere to be found
: that's because she went to her family this weekend and she will come after three days
shinchi looked at who's talking ( takk Haibara you never listen)
ayumi in a disappointed tone: but I was hoping that she would help me with my dress
Conan: she told me to tell you all to have fun and she wished to to help you with the dress that's why she left you this
and he brought a pink dress and handed it to ayumi who's eyes started to water
genta: ayumi that's a beautiful dress
Ayumi: yeah it is I'll wear it for the opening so I'll feel as if ai chan is with me
Conan was standing next to the kitchen and shinchi was watching the scene and he thought ( she sometimes acts icy and all but she still cute)
Conan : maybe you guys should get ready
the kids nodded and went to get their things and Conan walked toward shinchi: aren't you coming?
shinchi: why would you disguise like me
Conan: I thought we talked about this
shinchi: no you talked not me
Conan: I don't think it's the right time to talk about this,now go and get ready
and Conan was going to the basement but he stopped halfway: by the way I made breakfast you can eat then get ready
and he left
shinchi: takk acting icy and all yet here's tsundere haibara showing, he
ate his breakfast and went to his house to get ready, he showered and changed his clothes and took a small bag to put his clothes in it
when he finished he headed to the professor's house again when he arrived ran was there waiting for him: oh ran you're here
ran: yeah I thought you might be here, did you eat breakfast?
he looked at Conan who was sitting there silently with a mask on his face: yeah I did what about you
ran: I didn't I thought we could eat together but that's okay (her face was blushing)
shinchi: oh sorry I was hungry
Conan talked here: ran nichan the professor made extra just in case
ran: really then I'll have something to eat before the trip
and she went to the kitchen leaving shinchi and Conan alone at the living room
: you mean you made the breakfast not the professor
: it doesn't matter who made it
he sat next to her: you didn't tell me how long the temporary one will last?
:3 days
shinchi: thank god I don't want to turn back to Conan in front of ran
: you won't you can have fun don't worry
and she stood to go shinchi grabbed her arm: why do I feel like you're avoiding me?
Conan: your feeling is wrong it's just that we have to get ready , you hear? the professor is calling
shinchi felt it these few days Haibara was acting weird as if she can't sit with him alone ( I need to know)
Haibara was really avoiding him she tries but she can't she misses him but no no she can't even have that thought she forbid her self of thinking or feeling like she misses him ( remember he loves ran and ran loves him you can't come in between I would prefer gin killing me than coming in between these two) every time she thought about shinchi ran's face showed in her head ( she looks so much like akime that every time I look at her i fight the urge to cry , oh akime how much I miss you I can't even visit your grave )