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chapter 1

Namjoon pov
I sat in my small room and thought about how it had become my life, my social anxiety is gradually getting worse. I used to be able to go out to the shops down the road, but now it is too stressfull for me. If my mum even suggests that I go down to get something I have a mini mental breakdown, now only interaction with the outside world is my phone, Which i was currently on. I opened Instagram and messaged my friend, Bryon

*Jihopeless*
Me: I'm bored, u wanna come over
Jihopeless: sure, can alex and a few friends come over too?
Me:of course, but not too many, ik how many friends u have
Jihopeless: why
Me:u k why mah dude
Jihopeless: I'll be there in 10 minutes
Me: cool mah dude
Jihopeless: swag
Me:swag
(A/n lmao idk what I'm doing this is the wierdest chat I've ever seen)
I sat and waited till I heard a knock on the door. I got up and answered it. In came bryon, Alex(her girlfriend)and 2 other men I had never met before. "H-hi" I said nervously, "w-who are you?" I asked, directed towards the strangers, only realising that that may come off as being rude.
"Hi! I'm jungkook."enthusiastically exclaimed the brown-haired boy.
"And I'm taehyung, you must be namjoon" stated the second boy, who had turquoise hair.luckily neither one of them seemed to notice my stuttering, and if they did they were kind enough to not mention it.
"Y-yeah"
"Sooooo, what are we gonna be doing?" Asked bryony
"Idk, what do you wanna do?" I replied
"Why don't we go to the cinema" suggested the brown-haired boy"I saw theirs a new avengers film out"
"Ooh, yeah! Isn't it called endwar?" Replied taehyung
"N-no, I think it's endgame" I stated nervously "and I was gonna watch that one on Netflix when it's on, isn't it 3 hours long?"
"Then why don't we go watch it now!"
"S-sure, I guess" I replied, wary of going outside, but not wanting to seem wierd to these new people, who I could possibly become friends with, just because I have a hard time making them by myself doesn't mean I like only really having 1, sorry, 2 real friend in person. Bryony gave me a wary glance, seeing my uneasy face, she asked me discreetly in sign language, that we learned a while back, if I actually wanted to go, to which I replied 'not really but I'll go anyway'. With that we left to go to the cinema "I heard theirs a new odeon cinema close by in the springs, let's go there and try it out!" Said jungkook
"Won't that place be really expensive though?it's got leather reclining chairs, we'll need to sneak in out own snacks" I stated, finally managing to not stutter, as I was deep in thought.
'its ok, I've got my card with me, we can pay on that." Bryony said
"Are you sure?" I responded
"Positive!"
" I'm still in dept to you from when we used to go down to the shops daily in high school, lmao, now I guess I'm adding to that again!" I chuckled.
With that we finally started walking towards the cinema. I could feel my anxiety rising with every step farther from the safety of my house, I felt as if every eye within a 100 mile radius was trained on me and I could feel a panic attack rising. Bryony noticed and dropped back from the front slightly to stand next to me and started talking about things we did in the past "remember that time you hid noseless idol pictures around the school and we saw them on the floor as we were walking out of assembly"
And "and you hid jimin pictures around your house so the were staring at people as they shower or wake up, I still laugh at that one sometimes lmao!" Magically it was working! I still felt as if everyone was staring at me, but I didn't feel like it have a mental breakdown randomly now, and just at that moment we arrived at the cinema.

*A/n: hi! As you can probably tell, a few of these people are real or based of real people and yes, namjoon is half based off me. I came up with the idea for this book at 3am one morning. It's horrible lol, the only reason I decided to publish this chapter is because ik how annoying it is when u find a half decent idea for a book on wattpad but then they never update. If u actually want me to update this book then please vote and possibly comment? Idk, but it would really help if you let me know, I'm not the best writer, as you can probably tell, so if you see any grammatical mistakes or incorrect facts, anything that bugs you all all, please let me know and I'll change it of I can. WoW, I just realised how long this A/n is on mobile, but remember, if you actually want me to update this book then please vote and comment, or I'll just discontinue it, and it no one ever does, I'll unpublish it so it doesn't just sit here, alone forever. Bye!