victoria-
"the hell is this"? i whispered to nature
"it's a cleansing, we are clearing all of the negative energy and people that we've encountered out of our life".
"starting with cam, candice, asia, mario, whoever the hell ddg is, and last but not least nahmir".
i laughed grabbing a robe
"it's hot".
"shhh". nature closed her eyes meditating
i did the same breathing in and out letting that energy go.
a woman gave us a bottle of water mixed with all types of vegetables and fruits
"uh is this safe"?
"drink before the evil comes".
i did as she said gulping down that nasty ass shit
"now we must pray".
the hell..
she bent down in front of me closing her eyes
"pray bitch"! nature whispered
how we supposed to pray but she over her cussing
i just laughed closing my eyes
2:18 pm
"so how do you feel"?
"actually better i feel brand new".
"good good, now i want you to meet my friend laura she does mediumship".
"like talk to the dead n stuff"?
"yes, now sit".
i sat across from the women smiling
this is some pretty weird shit for my birthday but i'll be thankful
"can i see you hand"? she asked
i placed my hand on hers as she closed her eyes
"someone's coming".
she looked at me in confusion
"you had a sister".
i shook my head letting her know she was correct
"she doesn't want you to feel that her suicide was your fault".
i automatically started to cry
i've never ever ever told anyone except nature about my sister
and it's just so hard for me to even talk about it to anyone
"she knows that you love her she also wants to say she's sorry".
i grabbed the tissues whipping my nose
"two girls are coming in".
"they're yours, you were pregnant with twin girls".
"oh god" i mumbled starting to cry again
"they know that you've never met them but they love you".
nature walked back over to me rubbing my back
"thank you laura".
i stood up continuing to sniff thinking about them
"i didn't mean to make you sa-
"no, actually that was the best gift ever just to hear from my sister and my unborn twins nature.. wow"
i smiled giving her a hug
i opened the hotel door seeing balloons scattered all over the place with gifts n a huge cake.
"oh my god"!
glizzy and jay jumped out screaming "surprise"!
"awwww".
i gave them both a hug laughing
"open my gift first". jay insisted
i threw the wrapping paper on the floor seeing a yeezys box
"jayyyyyy"!
"see i knew she'd like it nature".
i laughed as glizzy handed me his gift
"oh so y'all just like spoiling me huh"? i laughed
"close your eyes for my gift" nature yelled
i closed my eyes waiting for her to come back
"ok open"!
"you-you made this"?
"kinda- i pai- just take the gift".
it was a huge picture frame of all me and natures memories since like 3rd grade
"i think i'm gonna cry".
"MY GIFT WAS THE BEST, IM THE MF CHAMP"!
nature stood on top of the bed raising her hands up
"i love y'all".
"we know you do". jay said
i laughed playfully pushing him
this has literally been the best trip ever
9:04 pm
we we're all at some club celebrating the last few hours of my birthday
"hennessy shot on 3"! glizzy yelled
"ONE"!
"TWO"
"THREE"!
music started blasting as they walked out with my cake
"awwwshit"!
we each got a piece along with more and more drinks
i think i can say this is the drunkest i've ever been
and the best birthdays of birthdays
