comes back to you; suga ff

chapter 20

I laid in my empty, cold bed. Waiting around for something to happen. It has felt like forever since the last time I got a message from jimin's kidnappers. We have a plan but we are running low on time and we aren't that prepared. But it's worth the risk. I went downstairs and decided to call the gang leader. I was already pissed as it was at yoongi because he always makes a fuss. I put the phone on speaker and spoke aloud once he picked up.

"Hey, I have your money. I will give it to you in person. Tell me your address and ill be on my way tomorrow morning." I looked at yoongi and hung up before the man through the phone could say anything. Yoongi got up and grabbed my phone and threw it on the couch. "Do you know what you just did?!" I stood there and let him chew me out. "You messed it up!" I decided to bark back at him, "If I didn't call, then jimin could have gotten more hurt! You don't understand anything!" Tears started to roll down my face. "You still have your mom, and you have jungkook to play games with, taehyung to talk with, jin to make you food, namjoon to parent you around, and hoseok to cheer you up. I have no one. I used to have jimin, but he had to be taken away from me too. Don't you get it? I am completely alone, im dying here so just stay out of my way and let me get jimin back." The room was silent, taehyung came over to me and put his arm around me. He could tell that I was trembling, so he looked at the others and signaled them to come over. Hoseok and taehyung hugged me while jungkook started to speak. "You don't have to feel alone like that, you know that jae rin. You have us too. I could play games with you, jin cooks for anyone, taehyung cares for everyone hoseok cheers up everyone, namjoon is a parent to all of us, and yoongi just-." Jungkook looked at yoongi and sighed, "Yoongi cares for you too, more than you think." Yoongi's face went red, I looked back down at the floor and gritted my teeth. Hoseok rubbed my head, "You don't have to do this alone. You have all of us and jimin will be fine, we will get jimin back." I nodded then turned to go back into my room and sleep. They were right, I felt selfish and foolish to say those hurtful things. I didn't even know that they felt that way either. I should have been more considerate, I turned to go back downstairs and apologize to the boys when I heard them talking. To hear them better, I walked closer to the rim of the stairs and knelt, I heard jin and namjoon hyung talking to Yoongi. "You don't have to be so harsh on her. We get that you're scared and worried for her, but that's no way to express your feelings towards someone." I felt confused and scoffed, him, like me? No way. They aren't talking about me are they? Namjoon sat Yoongi down on the couch, "you have to consider her conditions too. She is scared, she is only 17, granted she is the same age as you but you are five months older, please think smarter." I scoffed, I turned to leave but I bumped my head into the hand rail. I made a huge noise and tried to improvise. "WoAh won't you look at that! I found my earring!" Yoongi came up to me and looked at my ears thoroughly, "....you weren't wearing earrings today..." instead of facing my problem, instead of saying something completely other than what is about to be said, I had no other choice, "...rEeeEeeEe!" I pushed Yoongi back and ran to my room, I can't believe that instead of being courageous and admitting to me eaves dropping, I made myself look like an idiot.

Yay for me.