comes back to you; suga ff

Chapter 23

"I'm sorry." It felt as if my heart was in my throat. My body felt warm and my cheeks turned red. I looked up at him to see his eyes still closed. "Why are you sorry?" He took a deep breath before answering back in his deep sleepy voice. "Because we could have gotten Jimin by now safe and unhurt." I bit my lip remembering what had happened in the kitchen in the small tiny box with a note in it. "I have to go get him now. We have to bring him back, if I get one more thing from him showing that Jimin is hurt then I wouldn't be able to recover from anything anymore. I'll go crazy. I can't lose another family member anymore. He may not be my actual brother but he sure as hell made a good job at being my stepbrother and parent. He is everything to me. What will happen if he is dead?"

Yoongi patted my head softly and looked down at me, "He won't die because we will have him here soon." I sure hope he means it because it hurts to lose people. I feel like I've been cursed with losing people in my life. Did I deserve it at all? Am I supposed to learn a lesson from this? Perhaps I wasn't supposed to be born at all. Maybe I'm at fault. What if I had never been born? I always seem to be a bad luck charm for people in this life. 

I woke up to see that Yoongi was no longer next to me. I scrambled to reach my phone and saw that it was already 10 AM. I hurried and got dressed, then made my way downstairs. I called out for everyone. But no one came. I knocked on each door in the house and heard nothing back. I checked the driveway to see if there was anyone or a car there. Nope. I, however, did see the box still on the table. I did my best and kept calm. I decided to go out on a walk because the house indeed made me feel suffocated. I locked the door and started my walk. I felt hungry so I thought of going to the corner store to grab myself a small breakfast. I heard a car coming and yelped a little to see that it was just a normal car with a normal person in it. Normal. I wonder what that feels like. To be normal and live a normal life. I got to the corner store and saw Taehyung there eating by himself at the table under a tree. "Taehyung!" I waved my hand out to signal him. I smiled and walked faster towards him, just then I felt someone grabbing my arm. I felt cold and sweaty, I turned to see who it was and it was a terrified man. I looked back at Taehyung, who started running towards me. But the man grabbed me and put me in his car and drove away. I screamed and demanded that he open the door. Which I admit, was stupid. As if he was going to open the door. I punched and kicked him but he yelled, "STOP! I will crash if YOU DON'T STOP! I just wanted to talk to you." I tried regaining my breath from punching and kicking and screaming, "What do you want from me." "I came to apologize and warn you." I looked at him with interest and concern. "I know where Jimin is, I know that he is in critical condition. And I know when they plan to kill him." I felt my lips tremble and my eyes get bigger. "You have to tell me where he is please-" I was then cut off by this man's worry. "I didn't know this would happen, I didn't want this to happen. I never signed up for this, I was just told I would receive money and a way into a higher position at my company. I didn't see this on the application sheet and now I cant sleep." "Sir, you have to let me know where they put Jimin. I need to know." The man was going to tell me but then jerked forward. He was shot in the head with a silenced gun and the car started to swerve. I grabbed a hold of the steering wheel and tried to press break. I was able to move the car into an alleyway and quickly got out. I looked to see if anyone else noticed but no one did. I was clear. I wiped my prints from the scene and made sure not one piece of me was left behind. I ran out, still in shock at what just happened. I couldn't scream, or cry. I was just, emotionless. I called Taehhyung and asked where he was. He said he was just a block away, that he had gotten on his motorcycle to find me but lost me. I gave him my location and waited inside a store. After a couple of minutes, he made his way to me inside the store. He then grabbed and hugged me and apologized for not getting to me sooner. "Where is everyone?" He pursed his lips and looked away. "Taehyung where is everyone, please?" He looked at me and gave in. "They left early this morning to get Jimin. They told me to stay back to watch you and make sure nothing happened but I failed. I was hungry and nothing was at the house to cook so I was going to eat and bring you back something." I looked at him with a blank stare. "And you didn't wake me up?" He could sense that I was upset. "Please don't be mad." I grabbed him and took a deep breath. "You need to tell me where they went. Because I have a lead as to where Jimin might actually be." "How do you know that?" "Because the man that grabbed me was from the gang and ended up getting shot before telling me where he is. But the car is still there. We can investigate further to see if he was telling the truth." 

A/N: HELLO! I AM BACK! I just wanted to let you know that I am back and this time, with better editing and probably better wording :,) I've been wanting to finish this book forever and now will be the time that it is finished. I will also be starting another fanfiction that is hopefully more mature and of great quality for you guys:D SEE YOU SOON!