Bae Nara has a rough history and to escape from all this she decides to move her studies to Korea. Due to her fathers high position she moves into a house with a maid and her handsome son, who's now her personal cook.
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Saturday afternoon and I'm in my room staring at my phone and crying. He called me and told me how much he hates me. Why he hates me and why I'm the most disgusting creature alive. I know he's right and that's the thing that hurts me the most. I am disgusting and despicable.
He destroyed my life and my old self. This boy made me insecure for the first time in my life and kept on hurting me when I was already at my lowest point. It's been twelve months now and I've been living here for only three months. Out of these three months the first month was the greatest.
On the Second month his second victim reached out to me asking how I could survive with such a monster who mentally manipulates you. On the last week of the third month he called me without shame or humility. Instead he was proud and told me how good it was to film someone while having great sex.
A knock brings me out of my state of oblivion. My mission is to not make it look like I just cried. I wipe my tears with the back of my hand while the person behind the door keeps on knocking. With deep breaths I open up the door and look up at the boy that prepares my food for the whole week in a day.
"Are you here to ask me what I want for this week? If yes then don't worry I'll cook by myself", I grab the door and try to walk back into my room but Seonghwa grabs my face and observes it carefully.
"You're crying once again. Do you really think we don't hear you when we walk pass your room?", he asks looking disappointed.
"You haven't been yourself lately", Seonghwa goes on to say. I've never seen him this serious. He looks into my eyes trying to read my problem only that it's not possible.
"Just talk to me. Please."
Nodding I open my door for him to enter. I'm ready to talk about it and this time I'll try to talk about it without balling my eyes out. We both take a seat on my bed opposite each other.
"When I was in my Sophomore year in Highschool this one boy I liked asked me out. I said yes and he became my boyfriend. He was really controlling and would always check my phone and my school bag if a boy sent me a message. He would come over everyday to make sure I didn't talk to anyone else. That boy started getting weirder and weirder. All my friends left me except Jo she was always there for me. At one point he knew I was going to break up with him. To avoid this from happening he threatened to leak information about my mom on the internet"
"He had a picture of her doing drugs. Since my mom is also known in here and everyone knows that once you touch drugs you're cancelled. I didn't want that to happen so I stayed by his side and dated him longer. That's when he started making me feel ugly and unwanted. He would throw comments like don't touch the fat one she's mine or stop eating pig. I've never been that insecure in my life I stopped being myself, avoided speaking or making new friends"
"Just when I thought he couldn't get worst he blackmailed me into sleeping with him. Seonghwa I lost my fucking virginity at the age of 18 not because I loved him but because he knew his way and was manipulative. He would say 'Do you really love your mom? Because if you do then you shouldn't be hesitant.' He was harsh and evil. He'd hurt me and leave scars all over my back. It was all a game to him and I was a figure he could monitor"
Now I'm full on crying because I've never been this humiliated in my entire life. Luckily Seonghwa lets me cry on his shoulder. I can't control my breath and emotions and feel like disappearing back in that black hole.
"Once I tried to stand up for myself but he slapped me and told me to shut up. Later that week he broke up with me and leaked the picture of my mom smoking. My grandparents soon heard of it and it destroyed my family. I told dad I wanted to study in Korea. I've never told him what happened. Now it's been some months and I heard he filmed an old friend Eli when having sex. She called me last month and balled her eyes out. And last week I received several messages from him and he even called and started degrading me"
"Please don't cry.", he whispers into my ear petting my black hair. The most hurtful thing is that my mom never came to see me. If I had known that it would end like this then I wouldn't have let him threaten me into having sex with him.
"Thank you for trusting me", Seonghwa wipes the tears off my face and smiles. I feel better and happier here than in that place where everyone knows about what happened and laughs. Having just three friends is enough I love them a lot and wouldn't trade them for anything or anyone.
"Thank you for listening. I feel better now"
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