Chasing the Sun - (On Hold✌)

Chapter 4: Confusing Feelings

'Are you really leaving?' his cold voice echoed in her mind. She looked at him, towering over her despite the heels she was wearing. He was staring intently she could feel her melting with just his stares.

"Didn't you say you came for my show?" he asked and she found herself nodding. "Then stay, its almost time anyway," he looked like he was pleading.

"I- I wish I can but I can't. I have to go, this is really awkward, I really smell like alcohol and it is cold too," she said looking at her wet shirt.

BB Oppa looked at her and scratched his head. He looked troubled and it makes her wonder why he is making such a troubled face.

"Wait here. Don't move, okay?!" he said all of a sudden then left.

Hima don't know what's happening. All she knew is that she met the person she wanted to meet so much. She wants to be happy but looking at his back while he was running away from her, it felt like a million little needles are pricking her heart.

A little later, BB Oppa came back with a small bag in his hand. His grin was like that of a little boy. The moment when he was walking towards her felt so precious, like time around them stopped. She couldn't take her eyes away from him. Her heart still beating so fast in her chest.

BB Oppa you are really so handsome. Who would ever dare not fall in love with you, she thought. His smile is so beautiful, his jawline is so manly even the muscles in his body are so lean and perfect. He looks so fit and healthy.

I am so happy that you look so good Oppa. Why do I want to cry knowing you look so well? she stopped herself from the thoughts that's running in her mind.

"I'm sorry this is all I have," he said when he approached her. He started taking out the contents of the small paper bag. There was a big white shirt with a little logo of the store he bought it from and a red haltered top.

Her eyes narrowed at the sight of the red top and she felt her jaw dropped a little.

"This is Kim's. Don't worry she has a lot of clothes and I borrowed it from her but if your uncomfortable you can use mine. Its way too big but I recon you can just tie the rest up," he said, showing his oversized shirt in front of her. He gave her a shaky laugh, worry and doubt was still eminent in his face.

"Thank you but you don't really have to do this Oppa," she said wanting to really get out of that situation.

"Its my fault anyway. You came to enjoy the party but I ruined it... so here, use one of this... and please stay," he said. He looked really sorry and seemed pleading her to stay.

In her mind, she was thinking BB Oppa's shirt is a much better option than the red top with a plunging neckline but she couldn't dare say she'd borrow his clothes, or she couldn't even dare think of wearing it. However, the red top was out of the question as well. She couldn't dare wear something that felt like her entire body and soul is exposed, much more the thought that it was his girlfriends' top is killing her.

Hima could only let out a very deep sigh. That moment she just wanted to go home, back to the hotel and hide her face and let her heart rest. But the look on BB Oppa's eyes was so much she couldn't bring herself to say no.

"Ok, I- I'll borrow this then," she said involuntarily and took the red top.

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Kurt was looking absentmindedly at the pool in front of him. He was pondering about what he had just done. He was never the friendly type of person who would open up to someone he just met but something was off with him. He knew it.