A Dream

Chapter 4: The Truth?

After that incident na nalaman namin ni Cess na my faithful boyfriend pala is not so faithful. Nagising na lang ako sa hospital, sabi nga ng doctor I was so stress and na over fatigue daw. Buti nalang talaga Cess was with me at nadala agad ako sa hospital, she even called Kevin Lance Martines "Lance" for short, ang isa ko pang bestfriend. Actually I have four bestfriends pero ang magkasundo lang ay si Cess at si Elena or Elena Kathryn Blaza, kasi we go to the same school at same course kami. While Lance is my bestfriend since elementary, kasi mag bestfriends din ang parents namin so we ended up din na bff. And lastly, si Jane na naging bff ko nung college din kasi roomates kami sa dorm until I was 2nd college but later that same year I decided to rent an apartment kasi hassle ang curfew ng dorm at malayo din ang bahay namin sa school.  

I was hospitalized for three days and si Lance ang guardian angel ko, he was always there for me, minsan na iisip ko kung bakit di nalang kaya si Lance ang minahal ko. But I guess bestfriends lang talaga kami, but I do admit na i loved him and still do pero siguro mas minahal ko si Jeff kaya na wala ang pagtingin ko ky Lance. After I was discharged hinatid na ako ni Lance sa apartment at doon na rin s'ya nag stay, well two bedrooms naman yung bahay eh so okay lang at s'ya lang din ang pinag kakatiwalaan ng mom at ate ko.  

He told me not to talk with Jeff muna at palagi ko rin s'yang kasama. Siguro kung wala ang mga kaibigan ko I couldn't make it and I won't be able to move on. I'm really thankful to have them especially Lance, he made me smile everyday and made me forget the pain I felt. With their help I was able to stand up again and became strong.  

PRESENT TIME  

CALLING LANCE  

RINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGG  

"Oh, what's wrong? Napatawag ka mhie?" sabi ni Lance na nag aalala..  

Mhie and Dhie nga pala ang endearment namin kasi parang Daddy kong mag alaga at dahil mami ang tawag nila Cess sa akin inaasar n'ya akong Mami kaya naging Mhie at Dhie ang tawag namin sa isa't isa.  

"Dhie, (sobs) I saw him and I didn't know what to do. I thought if ever I see him again I'll be fine but no I wasn't fine I almost broke down in front of him" sabi ko habang umiiyak  

"What?! You saw him? You should have called me. Do you want some company now? I'll be there within five minutes" sagot n'ya sabay baba ng telepono  

Hay naku, di man lang ako naka pag babye, pag si Lance ang nag alala tiyak pag sinabi n'yang five minutes talagang five minutes yan. Mamaya dumating s'ya na may dalang mango ice cream at take note 1 gallon talaga ang dala n'ya.  

"Mhie" sigaw n'ya pag bukas ng pinto ng kwarto ko sabay yakap sa akin. At dahil dun di ko na talaga na pigilan ang sarili ko at humagulgol ng todo.  

"Mhie naman eh sabi ko sayo pag gumagala ka dapat may kasama ka eh. You know how much you made me worry nung narinig kitang umiiyak?" sabi n'ya ng mahinahon pero alam mong nag aalala s'ya  

"I'm sorry Dhie, (sobs) I was bored lang eh (sobs) at may work kapa ayoko naman na (sobs) umalis ka nalang ng biglaan sa office dahil (sobs) gusto kong gumala" sabi ko habang umiiyak sa braso ni Lance  

"Kahit na Mhie, tingnan mo tuloy nagkita pa kayo, may sinabi ba s'ya sayo?"  

"He wants to (sobs) talk with me Dhie, (sobs) pero di ko pa kaya pag nakikita ko siya (sobs) bumabalik lahat ng sakit na naramdaman ko. (sobs) I thought I'm strong enough to face him (sobs) but I was wrong, the moment (sobs) I saw his face I became weak (sobs) and my knees were shaking."  

"Hay naku, ano na naman kailangan ng gagong yun. Di pa ba sapat na sinaktan ka na n'ya noon" pasigaw n'ya sagot habang yakap yakap pa rin ako  

"(sobs) I don't know Dhie, but I'm sure of one thing I wanna know why he cheated on me" sabi ko habang pinupunasan ang mga luha ko  

"You can only talk to him if I'm with you, understand" tumango nalang ako kasi pag si Lance na ang nagsabi dapat sundin ko kasi mag aaway lang kami pag kumontra pa ako.

Matapos ang ma drama kong pag iyak eh nakatulog din ako, at alam kong katabi ko si Lance dahil I can feel someone hugging me from the back. Well, sanay na akong ganyan talaga si Lance, he always makes me feel I'm more important than anyone or anything in this world and he would make sure that I feel safe whenever he's around.

Nagising na lang ako at katabi ko parin si Lance, mahimbing yata ang pagkatulog nitong lalaking ito para s'ya pa yung nag drama kanina. He really is handsome at mukhang anghel pag natutulog hahahh pag tulog lang ha, joke lang anghel din yan pag gising. Bumangon ako at naghanda ng pagkain kasi gabi na rin at for sure gutom si Dhie pag gising n'ya. We ate the food that I prepared , at mayamaya umuwi na rin si Lance kasi pareho pa kaming may trabaho bukas, kahit he wants to stay for the night para daw maalagaan ako eh pinauwi ko pa rin s'ya noh. What he did for me was enough na noh, he comforted me and stayed with me until naging okay ako. Kaya love na love ko yang bff ko eh masyadong maalaga, potential husband hahaha..

After few weeks naging okay na ulit ako, like before back to normal busy sa work di na nga ako nakakagala eh kasi nangako ako kay Lance na di ako gagala kung wala s'ya mahirap na daw if magkita kami ulit ni Jeff  at baka magbreakdown pa ako ulit.

Pero I didn't expect na makakakuha ng number ko si Jeff, at tumawag s'ya dahil gusto n'ya daw kaming mag usap at sabihin lahat ng katotohanan. Even I, myself ay curious din sa katotohanan na sinasabi ni Jeff so I agreed to meet hi pero sabi ko I can only talk to him kung kasama ko si Lance. At dahil wala rin s'yang magagawa kaya pumayag s'ya sa pakiusap ko, so I texted my bff Lance na mag uusap kami ni Jeff at kasama ko s'ya...

To: Dhie my Labs <3

Dhie, Jeff wants to talk.... so come with me ha?? muaaaaahhh lalab u much thanks dhie..

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

 From: Dhie my Labs <3

Okay mhie, I'll be there just text me where ...

To: Dhie my Labs <3

Yes dhie... I will... Ay dhie, sabay nalang tayo para di ako kabahan....pleasssssseeeeeeeee

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

From: Dhie my Labs<3

hahahaahha okay mhie no worries.... lalab u too 

Ayieeeeeeeeeeeee kinilig ako dun ha heheheh kahit palagi naman ako sinasabihan ni Lance ng ILOVEU kinikilig pa rin ako everytime sasabihin nya yun...

(A/N: Guys sorry late update nawalan kasi ako ng inspiration baka matagalan ang chap.5 heheheh need to find inspiration muna ha )