Journal Entry 1,
My name is Otto von Grau. Born in Brandenburg, Germany. I'm blonde, blue and green-eyed(it changes for moods or some crap). I'm a White Mask. Yeah, you heard me. White Mask. Not that stunning to be honest. I'm a simple grunt but I'm not that good at being gunned down, unlike my dead brethren. I have no idea why but I have a bit of a knack for getting myself out of sticky situations. Also for being a terrorist, I am exceptionally soft on the inside of this tough cookie. I'm surprised I'm not an Elite already. It's probably something to do with the fact that I'm too soft. Anyways, let's get to my past already, I wasn't very popular in school, blah blah blah got bullied blah blah. I am very funny and talkative when I like people though. I had good grades with averaging A+ but with a B or two. My only actual friend that I had throughout most of the school was a beautiful girl named Monika. Monika Weiss to be exact. She had a good amount of friends but for some reason, she liked hanging out with me a lot. When I say a lot I mean whenever she knew where I was she wanted to be there with me. I had the biggest crush on her but never had the balls to ask her out. It made me a little depressed when she started to excel in school, moving up 2 grades at a time sometimes. She was the only real excuse to get away from my family, mainly my mother, plus she was my age. Hopefully, she's leading a happy life with a gratefully family or at least something better than this. Now to my family, gets a bit depressing so hold ye horses. My parents out in public were a very 'white picket fence family' with a happy son and daughter. They argued a shit ton behind closed doors. I'd usually hid in the garage or something and cry. My life really went to hell when my mom divorced my dad. My mother basically fucked my dad over by divorcing him. He was already ill from Hypo and Hyper-thyroid-ism. I turned 18 about 5 years later and joined the Bundeswehr. When I was 21 during my service in the Bundeswehr I got a report saying that my mother was raped and beaten to death by a group of Muslim refugees. I was on the edge and then I got another report when I was 29 saying my dad died from his condition. My sister was off in college becoming a doctor or some shit. That pushed me over the edge. I then attempted suicide about 15 times after. I resigned from the Bundeswehr and on my 30th birthday (that I celebrated alone). I got an invitation to join the group 'The White Mask'. I've been with the White Masks for about 9 years now. I'll be turning 39 in a couple of days, let's just hope I get to see it.
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Bio File:
F/N: Unknown
M/N: Unknown
L/N: Redacted
Code name/Nickname: The Black Kaiser
G: Male
DOB: Redacted
POB: Redacted, Germany
Known Relatives: Father; Redacted (deceased(Maybe)), Mother; Redacted (deceased), Sister; Isabella von Muller
Personality: People person, Comedic, Reliable, Secretive, Self-aware, Competitive, Creative, Realistic, Non-doubtful, Confident, Technical
Physical attributes;
S/C: Caucasian
H/C: Platinum Blonde Hair
E/C: Steel blues eyes; sometimes green
Height: 6'6"
Background: Most of his life is unknown besides the fact that his parents divorced in his early teen years, his mother died to supposed refugee gang rapists and his father died to an illness. He served in Bundeswehr for 11 years.
Notes: Very suicidal when brought to certain subjects (ex. parents, must be kept under watch), Sleepwalks, Sleep talks, unrelenting nightmares about unknown torture, Left hand known to spas out and being unable to moving unless shaken by Otto, Smokes, Cuts himself (rare), hurts himself within sleep.
Conditions: mediocre to severe ADHD, mediocre OCD, Dermaphilia; When male scratches himself (mostly scratches back, sometimes arms) the said scratched area will begin to turn red and after 2 minutes it will begin to bubble up like a rash. Normally goes away after about an hour and 20 minutes.
