Obsession [s.m]

seven

-Marie-

I had just gotten off the phone with Jon, he said "We will be there in a minute"

My heart begins to race... We? Who is We? Jon and Shawn? Jon and Brian? Jon and security? I begin to feel my knees get wobbly and look at Madison who's jamming out to 'Get Away Car'... damn did she love Taylor Swift.

She catches my stare

"Hey, don't be nervous."

Her voice is calm and sincere but it doesn't help, in fact i get more nervous

"Just- just promise you won't say anything okay?"

"Oh! We're here!! It's go time, look your best."

"I- Uh Madison...Okay?!"

"Okay what?"

"Prom-"

Before I can get my words out the driver opens the door. It's go time.
I walk out of the limo doing my sexiest, yet most discreet cat walk. I look GOOD!
I walk over to give Jon a hug, not making eye contact with Shawn.I can feel him looking at me but I ignore it.

Holy shit he's so fucking perfect, be cool. be cool.

After i greet Jon I walk over to Shawn and introduce myself. He stumbles over his words and I tried my hardest not to laugh.
I walk over to Brian who Jon has mentioned before but I had never met, I go into to give him a handshake and he hugs me...kinda weird but also funny.

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Shawn is at meet and greet and q&a. Brian and Madison have constantly been flirting, they'll be fucking by the end of the night...
Brian talks to me a lot about Shawn, he goes on and on about how Shawn is single and he's trying to find him a girlfriend and that he thinks i'd be perfect for him... I find that funny considering that i'm not famous, famous...but i am just starting my career.
Shawn enters the room shirtless, his olive green shirt in his hand... that color looked so good on him, it brought out his eyes and that's all I could notice when he talked to me. Now all I could notice was his abs and- oh my god those arms.
I feel my cheeks turn hot, I can't help but feel a little turned on by his entrance and my chest begins to rise up and down as i try to catch my breathe not realizing I had been holding it.

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Shawn's show has begun. His team, Jon, Brian, Madison and I all go out to watch. The crowd is so loud and so in sync it's beautiful. They're just as passionate about the music as he is, it truly is so incredibly beautiful.
They scream every lyric, to every song. There's girls screaming and crying everywhere I look, not hard to believe considering- No Marie. Don't think about it. I shook my head to get the thought out and continued to watch his sick concert. This might be the most fun concert i've ever been to.
The show comes to an end and he closes the show with 'In My Blood', he finishes the song and confetti is in the air. He goes down to the crowd and begins running through the crowd, hugging fans, and telling them he loves him.

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After the show we all sit in Shawn's dressing room, he sits in the chair in front of his mirror with a white tank top on. He gets up to grab "pre party beers" and I stand up from the couch and take his seat.

"Ahem...Miss I believe that seat was taken by a special someone."

He says pointing to himself

"Hmm... I don't know what you're talking about. I've been sitting here alllll night."

"Don't make me pick you up. I would hate to have to wrestle you off that chair..."

Our conversation is interrupted by a knock on the door. Without getting permission to enter, the door swings up revealing two women and a man.
The one women was about my age, long dark brown hair and very beautiful...she looked just like Shawn.
The other women was older but absolutely stunning, her skin and physique was astounding...she also looked just like Shawn.
The man was older and very handsome, you can tell he had a kind heart by his eyes...he as well looked just like Shawn.
His family. That's his family.