pregnant/ gd

"time of death, 6:28 pm, april 22nd 2019"

olivia pov—

"bailey" the nurse stuttered out.
my throat went dry, was i a bad mom? did i mess something up. oh no. shit.
"w-what's wrong?" i asked.

my voice was completely gone at this point.
what's wrong with my daughter?
"can you please come to the hospital?" the nurse asked.
i stood up and walked toward my door.
well ran.
"yes i'm o-on my way" i said and shut my phone off.
i slid on my white vans and then grabbed my keys and opened the door.
i rushed out the door and into my car.
i sped off really quickly to the hospital.

wow how many times have i said that sentence?
i broke away from my thoughts when i saw the exit for the hospital.
....behind me....
"FUCKING A MOTHERFUCKER!!" i screamed and honked my horn.
people from other cars looked at me weirdly.
but fuck them i need bailey right now.
my heart began to beat rapidly at the thought of not being able to see her every again.
what if she's gone.
i made a u-turn right in the middle of the 4-way.
i drove right ahead of a huge bus but swerved and missed them.
thank fuck.
i drove on faster and faster and then i was back the hospital, driving in.
i drove over the speed bump in a hurry.
hitting my head on the top of my car in the process.
i felt my head and i immediately felt a bump on my head.
"fuck" i whispered still holding my head.
i parked inside a parking line but completely outside of the lines.
i'm a fucking train wreck today, god damn.

i took the key out of the ignition my car shutting off as i did so.
shoved my key into my sweatshirt pocket, and opened my car door as fast as i could.
unfortunately due to my lack of not being able to park worth fuck, i jammed my car door into the neighboring car next to me.
leaving a huge dent and scrapes on both their car doors and mine.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD!!" i screamed in anger and ran my hands through my hair.
whoever was in the car opened their door as soon as i hit them.
"what in the-" the voice started.
too familiar.
i looked up and saw cam.
"oh my fucking god, i'm sorry sorry cam but i have to go somethingswrongwithbailey!" i said tears pooling in my eyes.
she ran over to me and grabbed my hands, tears filling her eyes as well.
and drug me to the hosptial doors.
we opened and by this point i was sobbing.
somethings wrong i can just feel it, just the vibe of it in here.
"hello we are here for.." i heard cams voice say.
and then it stopped.
just like that?
i could see nothing at this point.
my brain was floating, i couldn't think.
my mouth was dry from holding it open so long, i couldn't breath through my nose.
my nose was stuffed up do to crying.
i couldn't hear anything because of all of the noise. there was so much noise going on inside of the hospital that i couldn't think.
or breathe.

fucking a.
i feel to the ground beside the front desk and clutched my chest for any air.
any at all.
that's all i need right now.
my sobs were becoming so so loud i couldn't comprehend what was happening.
cameron kneeled down next to me and held onto both my arms.
i looked into her eyes with scaredness.
i couldn't breath.
she kept saying something but i couldn't understand what she was saying.
i couldn't hear.
the only thing in my brain right now was bailey.
how was she?
what's going on?
"grayson" cam suddenly said and i sucked up the air i had been seeming to be choking on earlier.
"grayson, yes grayson" cam repeated again and looked into my eyes.
i looked into hers as well and calmed my breathing down all the way.
i nodded at cameron and gave her a huge hug.

"you need to go sit down, i will go figure out what's going on, but you swear to me that you will sit here and not move."
i nodded and then picked at my fingers.
she let go of my shoulders and walked away on that note.
cameron had just dragged me to the waiting area.
where she explained to me she was gonna figure out what's going on while i stay sitting here.
cams pov-

i let go of olivia's shoulders and then made my way to the elevator.
what happend to bailey?
at least i know where baileys room is and her doctors.
i looked down at my stomach and rubbed it softly.
i smiled down at it.
the elevator dinged meaning that i was where i should be.
i walked off and walked straight to baileys room.
when i got inside, the room was crowded with doctors.
they were all silent looking at the bed in the middle of them.
"time of death, 6:28 pm, april 22nd 2019" a nurse said.