Someone you loved - ON HOLD.

Love all, Trust a few, Do wrong to none.

                                                               Becky's POV:

With one last quick look at the hotel we were staying in, we were now travelling to the next city. Of course with none other than Colby Lopez. My heart hurt being this close to him, my hands starting to sweat. But remember the time where I said there was a time for letting my guard down? That time is now. First I had to gather up all the courage I had, which would take a small time. My head was leaned against the window of the door, my eyes were fixed on the scenery ahead of us, thinking of what I was going to say and how to get it out was the hardest part, but it wouldn't be the hardest part of this trip. That I knew. After twenty minutes of awkward silence he finally spoke.

"Rebecca, I think now is the time we should talk about everything...You know, get everything out in the open.." Colby glanced at me, before looking back to the road. His voice was barely heard among the voices that were softly coming out of the car speakers.

"I was actually just thinking of ways to bring this subject up. Thankfully I wasn't the only one thinking of it." I smiled at him, clasping my hands together in my lap. "So..."

Colby cleared his throat before opening his mouth and closing it again, seeming to have choked on his words. "I miss you, Rebecca. Everyone has noticed a change in me in the last few months. I'm either depressed or working." He sighed, gripping the steering wheel turning a corner.

"I know, I watch RAW backstage I see the things you go through. You hardly want to be around people, most of the time you spend at work is either in the ring, with fans or in the locker rooms." Sighing I lifted my legs up onto the seat, getting myself comfy for what seemed to be a hard conversation. "You think I'm doing any better? I've had to deal with this myself, pretend to be happy for those around me as they think I'm doing a lot better, when in reality..." I looked down, tears slowly forming in my eyes, my voice barely a whisper..."I'm breaking apart." That was all it took for the memories to come crashing back into my thoughts...

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"We need to talk." Colby grabbed my hand, dragging me to a quiet corner of the arena.

"What on earth are you talking about, Lopez." I sighed, leaning against the wall.

"I like you, I have done for a little while...I just can't seem to get you out of my head." And with that, his lips had come crashing down on mine.

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"My god, how did I ever get so lucky?" Colby looked at me like I was the only woman on the planet, making me blush crimson red, he pulled me against his chest. "Happy anniversary, Lass."

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"How is any of this my fault? Are you that self centred you can blame anyone but yourself!?"

"You should have taken better care of yourself and maybe this wouldn't have happened..."

"Oh screw you!"

"No, you've already done that!"

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The soft tears were now becoming pools of tears in my eyes, threatening to fall at any second if I thought of anymore memories of us. I couldn't do this. I wanted to run, to get away from everything and just start over, but I couldn't. Oh god, why me. Colby had stopped at a red light and turned his attention to me for a little before he noticed the tears falling into my lap.

"Becks no, don't cry. This is my fault and I get that now." The green light had shown, Colby moved the vehicle into a safe spot to park for a minute before leaning over and pulling me to him. "Stop crying, your brave and one of the strongest people I've met in my entire life." He soothed me, stoking my hair slowly, making me drift to a deep slumber.

Once we arrived at the next city, Colby had taken me into his arms before getting someone to bring our bags up. "Ah, still so light I see." He placed a soft kiss on the top of my head before walking into the hotel to be met with some of the other superstars.

"Mmm, where are we?" My eyes fluttered open easily, apparently that nap was needed. Colby set me down and I was met with most of the superstars. "We just got here, don't worry." Colby smiled at me.

"You okay, Lass? You look exhausted." Fergal looked at me, placing the back of his hand against my forehead in an attempt to determine my temperature.

"Ferg, I'm alright. Just tired thats all." I gave him a reassuring smile, and he grabbed in into one of his bear hugs before letting go all to soon. "Whatever you say Lass, go rest." With a squeeze of his hand I walked towards the elevators, muffled sounds now becoming whispers.

"532....534.....536....Ah 538." Finally.

"All of us are on this floor by the looks of it." Naomi grinned at me before running over and spinning me around. "So what the hell happened back there? You know with Colby carrying you in."

"Well after Ashley had left me stranded in the previous City, Colby had offered to give me a lift and I fell asleep." I laughed. "It was weird for me too, don't worry."

Naomi burst out into a fit of laughter. "Girl it was weird for everyone, we all thought you were back together or something."

"Oh hell no, I'd make sure you guys were the first to know. You know how fans are with this sort of stuff." I laughed slightly.

"It is cute when they do that though, shows they are interested. But if you and Mr. Kingslayer get back together, tell us." She grinned and went into her room.

"I will do." I placed the key card into the door, walking in. I threw my bag onto the bed, before walking into the bathroom, turning the tap on for the tap on for the bath. Hopefully this helps calm my nerves. Pouring some of the bubble bath into the tub, I got undressed and climbed in, my body sinking into the welcoming hot water. I laid there for 45 minutes, just soaking in the water and it was helping. I knew exactly what I was going to say, how to do it and I knew the outcome I wanted. 

My phone chimed, I leaned over the tub to check who it was.

"Becks, is your door open?" 

"Yeah, I'm just in the tub but just stay out there until I get dressed." 

Pulling the plug to the tub, I climbed out and pulled a robe over myself, tying the hassles and walking out.

"Lopez." I smiled, lifting my arms up to further secure the bun of hair in place on my head. "Hey, I can uh...Leave if you want?" Colby looked at me, his attention on my face trying to stop himself from looking anywhere else.

"Relax, it's not like you've not seen it all before." I let out a laugh, one of the real laughs I've had in a while. Colby's eyes lit up like fireworks upon hearing my laughter, a smile escape his lips, reaching ear to ear as he let out a faint laugh.

"It's so good to hear you laugh." He smiled softly now, placing a hand on my leg as I sat on the bed beside him. 

"So, It's time to talk...Don't you think." 

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Hey guys! Thank you so much for all the support for the first few chapters of this fan fiction. 

I use Becky and Seth when they are at work and their real names Colby and Rebecca when they are off the air. xo