Someone you loved - ON HOLD.

I will not bow, I will not break.

I know the gif ins't of anyone in the WWE but for this chapter please pretend it's Seth and Paige. :)

Seth's POV; 

I grabbed the tumblr in front of me, swirling around the liquid, hearing the clinking of the ice cubes hit the glass. The whisky turns down the volume on my thoughts. It brings memories of good times past, and I let myself dwell in them rather than think. And in that moment I am here and not, existing in two perfect moments. Somehow it steadies me, gives me the resolve to go on. 

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"Baby, let me make you feel better." Paige stood in front of me, I really didn't want to deal with her bullshit at the minute. I wanted to forget the shit I witnessed, what I saw. I was going bloody insane thinking about it over and over until it consumed my thoughts, my dreams. I snapped out of my trance, the music now hitting my ears. Really...Fuck sake. Even the music wouldn't let me forget her. I groaned as All Around Me by Flyleaf serenaded my ears. Paige rolled her eyes, swaying her hips as she walked between my legs, proceeding to take off an oversized t-shirt exposing her. She was bare apart from her panties, laying softly against her hips. Leaning forward I hooked my hands through the sides of her panties, yanking them down and pulling her into me as my lips crashed onto hers. 

"Oh fuck!" Paige moaned into my mouth, I grabbed a fist full of her hair pulling her head back quickly placing hot kisses down her neck as I groaned. Pummelling myself inside of her, she leaned over and grabbed something and put it under her as she started screaming louder in pleasure, moaning my name over and over. Her lips formed an 'O' shape as she struggled to get words out between moans. "I..Oh fuck, Colby...I'm close." With that I felt her walls clench around me as she exploded into orgasm, myself following closely behind. 

"Shit, you're on the pill right?" Slipping on my boxers I looked up at Paige, she nodded pulling a shirt over her head.  "Yup." 

I tossed and turned in my sleep, reliving the past few days.

Dream: 

I slowly opened the door to the girls hotel room, hoping Becky would be awake and stopped dead in my tracks as the words I never wanted to hear in my life escaped her lips.

"I slept with Drew." 

My heart sank, I knew there was something going on as soon as I saw the picture of them both on Instagram. Shaking my head, I lifted it higher, not letting anyone see the pain I was in right now. I walked into the room a little more and cleared my throat before speaking.

"Well shit. Didn't peg you for a slut." My voice filled with venom, as I made myself known to the group of women sat around the room. The looked at me, and back at Becky. 

"Oh shit." Naomi and Charlotte both said in unison, picking up their glasses bringing them to their lips. 

Becky stared at me, her soft brown eyes boring into mine I couldn't force myself to tear away my gaze. She took her bottom lip in her mouth, biting it nervously. "Could I talk to you outside?" 

"What so in the spur of the moment you decided to fuck him?!" I yelled, my voice still filled with anger and I wanted to get this anger out and now. I looked at her as tears threatened to fall. "Oh stop with the fucking waterworks. If anything, it should be me crying.. FUCKING ME!" I slammed my fist on the coffee table next to me. We agreed to talk outside in the corridor but no way in hell was I letting anyone hear this argument, we both settled for my hotel room. Becky sat on the edge of the bed, tears now rolling down her cheeks. 

"I..I didn't mean for it to happen, I'm sorry, Colby." Her voice barely a whisper, she sighed softly as she stood up, walking towards me. I shook my head. "Don't even bother coming near me." I stood up walking further away from her. 

My hands found their way to my head as I gripped tightly on my hair, I turned to her my hands now raised in a gesture before heading back down to meet my legs. "So what, everything we've been through has been for nothing?" My eyes found hers as she shook her head, taking all my anger in. I would have felt sorry for her but in this moment all I felt was rage and I wasn't stopping anything from coming out. "Every I love you was meaningless...Right? This doesn't even matter anymore to you?" I gestured back and forth to both of us, the tears now falling from my eyes. 

"Listen to us. This is toxic! But I don't want to give up because I love you!" Becky shouted back at me.

"Then stop loving me!" I growled, feeling this whole thing slipping through my fingers with each passing minute.

"I can't!" Becky sighed, her hand reaching her head as she rubbed her temple. 

"Well maybe that's the problem. We don't work." I blurted out before I could even think of an actual response, regretting my words the moment they left my lips. I wanted to grab her and hug her, tell her everything was going to be okay. But in reality I couldn't. 

"Then we agree, this has to end." Wait...No. I didn't want that. Damnit. I sighed, nodding at Becky. 

"It already is. It's over, everything is over." The words tasted sour on my lips, I scrunched my eyes shut as she left the room shutting the door, leaving me alone with a million thoughts racing through my head, the tears now falling uncontrollably down my face. I dropped to the floor from where I was standing, my head in my hands as I left all of my emotions out. 

Dream Ends.

I woke up with a scream, remembering it was only a dream and that I wasn't reliving the same thing again. I groaned as my shirt clung to my body, drenched in sweat. It was 8 in the morning and I was already late for CrossFit. Well I suppose I better get ready.

"Dude stop, you're going to fucking kill me." I walked into the CrossFit training centre, slinging my back down and leaning over to grab a bottle of water.

"Becky, I am not trying to kill you. You need to do this to get match ready." I froze in my spot, unable to turn around and make eye contact with Josh or Becky. 

"You say that every few days and guess what. I ache!" She let out a laugh, a laugh that was contagious, the very laugh that bought joy into my life. 

"Well look who decided to show up, you're late." Josh spoke, making me snap out of whatever trance I was captivated by. 

"Overslept." I rolled my eyes walking towards him before capturing Becky's eyes on me. I smiled softly at her, she quickly turned around picking her bag off the floor throwing it over her shoulder. 

"Well, I better get going. Thanks Josh, always a pleasure." She walked past me, I grabbed her wrist spinning her around, her face fell. 

"We need to talk." My voice soft, I needed to make up with her, I couldn't bare not having her in my life. I didn't want her walking away from things merely because I was there.

"No. No we don't." She pulled her wrist from my grasp and continued walking out of the door. I sighed softly. 

No. I'm getting her back, even if I have to walk to the end of the earth for her. 

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