RPW

PROLOGUE

"I'm still holding to the Promises that you've said. Please love? Don't do this. Please? I broke the number one rule just for you! Please? Love? You know that you're my strength. But what did you do? You broke me! You broke my heart! Please? I'm begging you. Don't do this love. I love you " pagmamakaawa ko sakanya habang patuloy na umaagos ang luha ko kahit na alam ko namang hindi niya ito makikita. Nasa pekeng mundo kami. Nasa pekeng mundo ako.

"Then,Let Go.. I can't stay Gene. I'm sorry.. Just let me go"

"No..No.. How can I let you go? Please love stay.. "

"I can't stay Gene! I already told you. I can't love you back! The way you love me! I'm already in love with the other girl! I'm in love in my real world. And this fucking feeling that I felt towards you? This is just a damn attraction!"

"Why are you like that? Why are you doing this to me Harris?"

"I don't know Gene. Again.. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for this.."

"What about the moment that we share together. The sweet words of yours. The concerns, and the promises that you made? What now Harris!? Tangina! After I fell for you iiwan mo ako?! Damn you! Tangina niyo! Hindi niyo kasi alam kung paanong iwan! Hindi niyo kasi maramdaman kong paanong maiwan sa ere nang walang sumasalo pagkatapos mahulog! Hindi niyo alam kasi nararamdaman niyo lang ang iniisip niyo! Akala ko iba ka e! Akala ko lang pala! Pareho kayo nang lalaking pinagkatiwalaan ko! Pareho kayo! Mang iiwan! Damn you! Tanginang buhay to!"

"I'm sorry..."

"No! Stop saying that! Just please. Stay with me until my last breath. Stay with me Love.."

"I can't stay Gene! Ilang beses ko ba dapat tong sabihin sayo?!"

"You've totally changed"

"Hindi ako nagbago. I just can't hold on to this situation. I want to stop it. I don't want to pretend that I really love you even if it's not.And I don't want you to fell for me so bad coz I can't catch you from falling"

"I already fell Harris! Bakit ba hindi mo maintindihan?!"

"Then sorry. Kasi hindi kita nasalo."

"That's it? Hindi na ba talaga magbabago yan Harris?"

"Hindi na. I'm sorry... But for the mean time I want to say that I'll stay whatever you say. I'll stay as your friend not as Harris that who pretend to love you.. I'll stay and do the Promises that I have made"

"What's the matter Harris? Nasaktan mo na ako dahil pinaasa mo ako. Tapos gusto mong masaktan ako ng paulit ulit dahil mananatili ka sa tabi ko? Tangina. Pwede ba? Wag ka nang mag stay? Umalis ka nalang kung gusto mo! Diyan naman kayo magaling ang makitang araw~araw masaktan ang mga taong nagmamahal sainyo! Bakit ba napaka manhid niyo?!"

"Yes,I love you Harris. But that's not mean na kaya kong sikmurain araw~araw ang makausap ka lalo na kung nasaktan mo na ako. Hindi ko kayang sikmurain yun Harris. Dahil alam kong sa oras na hinayaan kitang manatili. Maaalala ko lang na mananatili ka nalang sa tabi ko bilang isang kaibigan. Maaalala ko lang na  hindi mo ako kayang mahalin sa pekeng mundo na ito lalo na kung may mahal ka talaga sa reality mo dahil kahit na saang anggulo option pa din ako. Maaalala ko lang ang mga panahong niligawan mo ako kahit nasa pekeng mundo lang tayo. Dahil yung panahon na yun ay naging parte na saakin. You made a promises,you made me feel special even though that we are in this Fake World. Yung mga pangakong ginawa mo na ginagawa mo pa rin. Yung pangakong ginawa mong mananatili ka sa tabi ko kahit nasa pekeng mundo lang. Pero may kulang.. Akala ko tatagal tayo kagaya ng sinabi mo,tatagal tayo as a lovers not a friends. I can still remember the day that you we're so happy nung sinagot kita. And the first time you call me Love. Pero alam mo yung mas masaya? Yun yung mga panahong tinatawag mo pa akong Baby at Babe. I know it's sounds corny but damn It's melt my heart. Dahil diyan parang naririnig ko ang boses mo. Lahat ng yun maaalala ko lang. Kaya pakiusap? Kung mawawala ka sa buhay ko bilang Harris na minahal ako kahit peke. Pakiusap ko sayo. Wag ka nalang manatili sa tabi ko bilang kaibigan at dahil sa pangakong iyon. "

"You're not just an option Gene. Because even though I can't love you,I like you. But they are right. Magkaiba ang mahal sa gusto. Gusto kita bilang ikaw, gusto kita dahil ikaw yung babaeng nagpasaya saakin. Pero ang mahal? Ang mahal kong nasa reyalidad kong nasaktan ako. Ang mahal kong matagal ko nang gustong makasama muli. Yes,I love you. I love you as a friend. Believe me,I tried to love you but my heart is already taken up by someone. Sa isang taong nasaktan ko at nasaktan ako.."

"So that's it. I am not enough.. I think I deserve this kind of pain. I don't deserve to be happy.. So for the last time. Thank you for everything. Thank you for the pain. Thank you for hurting me. Thank you. And I love you so Bad..."

Ito talaga yung sinasabi nilang pag ikaw ang nahulog sa pekeng mundo,ikaw ang talo. Nakakatawa lang na akala ko kahit pekeng mundo ito kaya niya akong mahalin kagaya ng pagmamahal ko. Akala ko kahit pekeng mundo lang to,may totoo pa din sa sinasabi niya o pinaparamdam niya. Siguro nga talaga tama sila,hindi dapat ako nagmahal sa pekeng mundo na to. Hindi dapat ako mahulog sa taong hindi kayang suklian ang pagmamahal na ibinibigay ko. Nasa pekeng mundo ako kung saan,ang siyang unang mahulog ay siyang talo. At ito ako ngayon.. Talo....

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