Inferiorities, Insecurities

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Perth was done with his two fanmeets overseas. Its time to go home.

At the airport as he was waiting for his flight, social media was his only sanctuary. The exhaustion. The sleepiness. He endured them all just to thank his fans. His supporters. His family.

Scrolling through twitter, his eyes caught something he never thought will happen.

"H-His partner is P'Zee? Why didn't he tell me?" His heart was beating fast.

You wanna know why he's this surprised?

Perth have always known that Zee is a fanboy of Saint. The way Zee smiles when Saint is talking to him. It was something else. Perth have always feared the day that theyll work together and now that day has come.

Perth was shaken. When Zee stares at Saint lovingly, he couldn't utter a single word. To him, he is nowhere near their level.

Both Zee and Saint are good looking. Girls drool over them. Both have white milky skin. Zee has a well toned body. Abs and biceps, all visible. His insecurities went up like crazy.

"He is so much more handsome than me. How can I even compare myself to him? There's no way in hell that Saint wouldn't like him. I bet if Zee courts him for real, and I'm here always away from him, the possibility of him falling out of love with me is high. Saint would feel lonely. And the fact that I'm shorter than the two of them. What chance do I stand against a perfect guy like him?" His mind was worried.

"I need to make this work. Otherwise I'll be losing Saint." He muttered.

His flight arrived and now he can't wait to claim back his boyfriend.

•••••

After a few hours in the air, the plane finally landed. He walked out and headed straight to get his luggage.

As he was waiting for his things to come out, he felt a tap on the shoulder. He turned around and his eyes widened. He couldn't believe who was there to come pick him up. It was none other than the man whom he wants to claim back. His Saint.

Saint was wearing sunglasses, a mask, and a black hoodie. But even without removing them, Perth already knew who it was.

Saint then spoke,

Saint: Welcome back babe.

Perth wanted to hug him. He really does. But he knows he shouldn't. There are some fans who kept on recording and taking pictures of him.

Perth: What are you doing here?

Saint's face might be covered but the sadness was completely visible.

Saint: I-I'm sorry. I might be disturbing you, I'll just go.

Saint who was about to turn his back was suddenly stopped by a hand. It was none other than his boyfriend's.

Perth: Aww babe, don't be like that. I didn't mean it badly. I was just shocked that you suddenly showed up without me knowing.

Saint: You didn't even contact me the entire time you were overseas, so why should I contact you?

Perth: I'm sorry baby. I was busy the entire time and I lack sleep, even now. I had no time to even go visit my social media accs unless the fm was done. Im really sorry babe.

Saint fell silent. He was reprimanding himself for being too demanding. But he misses his man. And he admits that he was a little bit pissed with Perth despite knowing that his boyfriend was busy. An unreasonable lover.

Saint: I'm sorry for being too demanding. I- I just miss you.

The sadness in his tone was evident but it made Perth smile.

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