Being left behind is painful.
But being left behind without a reason is even worse.
Saint had to go on for minutes, hours, days, weeks, without the person that could make him feel special.
The pain was unbearable. But he had to keep going. What he feels can jeopardize his job. But he can't help it. He feels lost. Weak. His sole motivation after his mom, disappeared just like that.
Saint: Why would you do this to me, Perth? It pains me so much to think that you left me without even telling me the reason or atleast just give me a sign.
He cried again.
Saint: You were the one who set the rule the day I said yes to you. No secrets. But.... You...... Hid this from me..... Im your lover.... Not your fling..... Not your one night stand....... Im yours and you're mine...... We're together...... You broke your own rule..... You broke your promises..... You broke..... Me......
He wiped his tears away that was still flowing through his cheeks.
Saint: But I cant even hate you....... J-just come back to me please........
Saint was in his room, sitting by the window. Talking to the stars. He knows he'll never get a reply. But he still does it.
Mae Nuk slowly opened the door. He was staring at his son that looked so depressed. "He really fell hard for Perth." She thought.
She slowly walked towards his son that was full of sadness.
Mae Nuk: Its time for you to go to bed dear.
Saint didn't reply and just looked at his mother. Her mom's eyes were full of worriness.
Saint: Why is it this painful mom? I wanna go on. Go back to the normal me before I met him, before I fell inlove with him. B-but it's so hard. Im trying my best mom. I really am.
Mae Nuk: You just need time for yourself Saint. You will heal when the right time comes.
Saint: I will only heal when he's back to me mom. Only that.
He slowly stood up and headed to his bed. He lifted the duvet and tucked himself to sleep. He wanted to rest. A rest that can make him stop feeling the pain.
Saint: Good night mom.
Mae Nuk went out of his room and slowly closed the door.
"Good night to you too, Perth." He murmured to himself.
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2ND MONTH
Saint is still feeling empty.
Saint is still missing him.
His and Zee's series shoot have almost come to an end. He gave himself a pat for a job well done. Despite his heart being lonely.
The last scene was about a soft kiss with Saint crying.
To him it was perfect. He needs to cry out some more. 'Till he can't cry no more.
The camera was rolling. His and Zee's lips touched. They barely touched but his tears were already flowing.
The directors, the staffs, including Zee were all amazed of the outcome.
Finally. The final shout of "cut" by the director was heard by all of them.
They all applaud themselves for a job well done.
