Something's wrong. I woke up in the morning but my mind was empty. I couldn't remember anything. A man walked into my room and claimed to be my father. He told me I had to go to school and that he will explain everything when I'll get back. He told me not to talk to anyone. So I did. Few kids walked to me but I turned them down. I'm lost. I found some papers in my drawer and they seemed like notes. In one paper I wrote "KEEP WRITING THOSE NOTES". What's wrong with me?
My dad explained to me that I have a mental illness, caused by some kind of trauma. There's no cure for that. Only I have to get over what happened to me. The thing is I can't remember. So sometimes, I forget things, small or big. I was doing well but today I had a relapse and I forgot everything.
I received a text message from someone named Jongho. He was telling me to meet him outside his house. I thought for a while cause dad said not to talk to anyone. But if I have his contact saved in my phone means I know him, I just don't remember him. So I explained to him and he told me to meet him outside my house. I'll take notes from what he has to say.
Dad bad guy
He's my best best friend
A girl
Notes
So, I'm back home. Jongho told me that my dad is always treating me bad. I had mentioned before sexual abuse. He told me he was sure I was writing notes every single day and that's just impossible that they just vanished. My dad has to do something about it. He told me he'll help me. He'll ask his parents to pay for a doctor for me.
I tried to sleep, but I had nightmares. I saw my dad raping me and abusing me. Is it just a dream? Or are these my memories trying to come back to the surface? I'll stick with Jongho at school.
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